a diary of dreams...

The joys of Life! :D

2012-01-21T23:32:00.005+08:00

HI. There are so many things tht happened within this few weeks, which make summing them up into a short post a challenge. Guess I'm gonna take bout hour =.=

Time Now is : 11.35pm

Yep, so on the 8th of Jan, WANG XUAN, ME, YING SHUANG & XINHUI met up. Had a great catch up session with them. Initially I was afraid the scene might be awkward cos we hadnt meet for 2 years & we may not hav a common topic to talk abt. But NO! Everything turns out well & i really did enjoy myself with them!

Heiis ): I guess the 4 of us are all heading to different JCs.

HAHA, on the 15th of Jan was my last day of work at "Let's Toss". Cant describe the joy i felt, but as a human, i also feel a little SHE BU DE. cos I do love my cute colleagues! The only thing i doesnt miss was the journey thr! such a waste of time. Travelling time is abt 2hours to and fro =.=''

^ The very chio Tong Ling, The very responsible Weiting, and the quiet Manyun :D
Oh, and also the very hyper Venus, from the picture above this. HEHE^^ & of cus junquan too, who was the photographer.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIENDS!!

Pearlyn's Bday on 5 Jan 2012.

Duncan's Bday on 19 Jan.

Mirabelle's bday on 20 Jan. But celebrated on 15 Jan.
such a sad thing i didnt managed to take pic with the bday girl ):

Jiaying's Bday on 26 Jan. But celebrated on 17th.

On the whole, I enjoyed every single bday celebrations. Becos i was celebrating this special day with a bunch of very special ppl (: LOVE YOU GUYS LOTSSS! Hope ya have a great time!

20 Jan
Had wonderful time spent with my 4 very AWESOME frens! So glad tht were in the same class for 4 years. And i believe it is fate tht bring us tgt! Knowing u guys really make me learn more abt life and understand wad i should and shld not do.
I guess I'm the baddy of the clique. But at the same time, i do reflect on my own actions aft wad i did. So yeah, thks for bearing with my nonsense & allowing me to improve myself! :DD

Yes, this is how lame we gets. Ok, actually it was all mmy crazy ideas and they just did it unwillingly. Asking them to take a pic is like wanting their life! OHHH, but i seriously do LOVE the last one. Have a good laugh while taking the pic, but was attacked aft tht. Keep tickling me and snatching my phone away! Even deleted the pic. HAHAHA^^ but the smart me still managed to get it back :P

MONOPOLY & Monopoly Deal are fun games! should play it more often. HEHEHE^^

21 Jan 2012

Mr Chang treated those who got A1s for chem for lunch. Went kuishin bo at Suntec city. It was a Japanese buffet lunch which cost abt $30++ per person. Can imagine how rich he is?!?! LOL. Anw, I'm seriously bloated aft abt 2 hours of non-stop eating. anything more, and I'm gonna puke.

Really thanks mr chang for the wonderful treat. Sad thing we didnt take any pics with him. Too shy to ask. LOL. Had fun chatting n eating with Jingxi and muihan too~

Shopped at Toy R'us. See, still as childish as ever. our hobby is to take pics with soft toys. xDD

Guess I'm gonna end my post here. CNY is drwing near. just TMR?!?! HAHAHA^^ all my slimming sessions going to waste! But who cares? Actually i do/:

Time Now: 12.31am <-- So, I was right! Good Night/ Morning!

It is finally over!

2012-01-12T10:35:00.001+08:00

Yay! O level results are finally out. Finally, I can sleep in peace and not have nightmares anymore..

Anw, I'm quite satisfied with my results. L1R5: 9. Though I was hoping for an 8, but still I know I did my very best. So yeah, no regrets!! This is the first time I felt this way (:

On the whole, I'm quite happy with my overall performance. Was extremely shocked when I saw an A2 for HCL. I swear, I thought I would fail becos I didn't have enough time to complete n check paper 2. Can u imagine how panic I was when I realize thr is just 30 mins remaining & I still have 1 whole compre and summary left undone?!
I really thk god for allowing me to pass, and wads more?! I'm blessed with an A2.

Ok, the only disappointing subj was my physics. So emo ok! I was still quite confident I could get A1. Maybe everyone else is better ): heii.

And then thr's combine humanities. Got an ugly B3. Not exactly disappointed, but I still hope for a better grade since more than half the cohort got distinctions? But then that's the subj I spent MOST time on and put in the MOST effort. So yea, I will just accept the B3. At least 我对得起自己！hahaha.

FYI, I'm not bragging about my results k! Just wanted to say that for the very first time, I really have no regrets with the results that I have attained.. Because I know I did my very best :D

Happy New Year 2012

2012-01-01T01:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2012!!

Yes, seriously hope it is gonna be a happy one! No end of the world and wadever. HOPEFULLY.

But, even if it does... well, just be it. I Shall live everyday to the fullest.

Spent my last day of 2011 with my fellow wushu mates. went to weejoon's house to play in the aftnoon. Work at night. then countdown at home. HAHAs! Think i took less than 10 minutes to bathe cos i dunwan to spend my new year in the toilet! :D Thankfully i did not.

Yeah, and so, i was chatting with Wailin and duncan just now. Plus, i received Sean's touching msg which he sent to 4H & the post on 4H Facebook wall. Memories just keep flashing across my mind. Feel like crying...

4H~~~ WUSHU~~

they are the BEST memories in my secondary school life!

2011 have been a rather fruitful year for me. Preparation for O-lvls was rather torturing. But come to think of it, it was quite memorable.

So yeah, i am missing 2011 already.. Lets just hope 2012 will be as great!

MANYUN, JIAYOU!!

Hope my frens will always be there for me when i need them~

Love her alot alot!!

Sec 4s Wushu 2011!! (taken in sec 3 though)

And with duncan!

LOL, random pics. but they were the ones who spent their last day of 2011 and first day of 2012 with me! oh, & my dear renping alien too! THANKYOU! Love you guys!

2011-12-25T12:29:00.001+08:00

Hello! Merry christmas all!
Sort of 'celebrating' my Christmas with my family! More of family outing.. Pizza hut in the aftn, Alvin n the chipmunks 3, then dinner at 舅妈's house! <3
But missing out the outing with wushu frens to kaijun's aunt hse is also very 可惜！cos it means less time with my frens):

I'm too lazy to update my blog.. So shall make a short post here using my phone for Pearlyn and shimin cos they say my dad's face have been there for a long time xD
Finally, I went out with my dear sec 4 wushu frens to sentosa yst aft a long long time. Good bonding and chatting session with them all (: really enjoyed myself!
Oh! And I wasn't late for work. Amazing rite?!

On a side note, I'm disappointed with myself in so many ways... ):

2011-12-02T15:36:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to my DAD!!

29 Nov 2011

Actually right, I'm very unsure of what to buy for my dad. Wallet? Tie? Shirt? But his seems to be in good condition or he doesnt even need those! Haha xD So I was thinking cards? But to be honest, i dun really think he knows how to appraciate. You know, GUYSSS..

So ya, in the end, I bought him a cup a Mocha Cafe from Coffee Bean! HAHAHA. He sounded quite happy when i give it to him. Hehe^^ 短暂的快乐 !

OUTING WITH 4wesome! 1st December 2011, BI-MOLE ! Stupid name, got our inspiration from a few pictures. LOL! Funny ttm^^ Went to bugis junction, bugis street and suntec city. I realise we always walk aimlessly.. Our greatest enjoyment is taking pictures with toys! HAHA. We are still young YO~!

So cute right? Didnt know that carebears have cousins!

22nd Nov 2011, PUMME ! Ok, actually thr is no such word. We just made it up. HAHAHA xD (Pumme: Sound effect produced when ur butt hits tgt :D)

Words cant describe how much I love my frens. So yea, I'm not gonna elaborate. Practically we just Shop-till-you-drop (as what lydia said!) Well, i guess we really spent quality time with one another this holiday! :DD

25 November 2011. Pulau Ubin Cycling with mum, dad & dad's colleagues! Had soo much fun cycling on the bumpy roads. FYI, my butt hurts! But, i still totally enjoyed myself thr! You know, I like to be away from the urban cities and be near to the nature, sometimes :D

PS. DAMN! I'm still waiting for the ppl from Taka to call. Tsk, do they really want to hire us. This is getting me kinda worried. I'm quite tired of staying at home alr. I wanna go out to Work!! >.< desperate! Actually I'm not sure if i heard them saying "I will call u next week" or "U start work next week." I hope is the 2nd one though!

2011-11-28T21:32:00.002+08:00

HELLO ! :D

Introducing you my most recent obsession :)

海派甜心 !

LOL. I think I'm abit slow though. This drama was screened like 2 yrs ago. Didnt believe kaijun that time that it is nice until I decided to watch it aft O-levels!!

OMG OMG OMG!!! This show is freaking hilarious, awesome & touching..
think im kinda crazy over it now! So I must write down wadever i feel now before the feeling is gone!! 罗志祥 is sooo SHUAI, & 杨丞琳 is sooo CUTE!!

They looks perfect tgt :DD

Go listen to AI BU DAN XING~ I'm trying to learrn it on keyboard now. Spent quite alot of time on it. TSK!! But it is kinda satisfactory hearing that i can play well, 1/4 of it now. LOL! :P

NEXT NEXT!! This movie is sooo TOUCHING. Finally get to watch it!! Haha xD

my first ever NC16 show :DDD

I <3 the song!! And the MAIN actor and actress are so nice looking!

Seriously love the movie k! (:

Graduation Night 2011

2011-11-19T17:31:00.011+08:00

Prom / Graduation Night 2011

18 Nov !

Hmm, okay, wad exactly does prom night means? Prom = promotion? I seriously dunno :X
So, yst was grad night!! Wad should i say?? I think the organisers put in alot of efforts and it was quite a success actually. Believe many ppl actually enjoyed themselves :DD

But to ppl like me, more of an introvert, I still think that it is BORING. Sorry, but that was truly how i felt )): Kinda disappointed too! Not as enjoyable as i thought.. Nvm, at least it is just me. I think the majority did enjoy themselves. Still, I thank all tchrs and facilitators for helping us organise this event.

I think the only part i enjoyed is when we feel all excited, going to buy our dresses, thinking of how we will look like that day, dressing up & dance practice as a class :DD

Anw, i really hate MAKE-UPS!!! Dun u think it makes u look like monster. Damn. I dunno how to appreciate. I think I'll make a fuss on my wedding day. Lol!

Actually, i am without makeup. Just powder. But that Wailin cheated me to her hse, and her Biao Yi insisted on putting make ups! K, i think that she is kinda professional & Wailin looks really preety. But, makeup just doesnt suits me k! I think i look like a ghost. My face is like unnaturally white. )): Think I looks horrible.

WaiLin and I are seriously weird aliens. When we were having our buffets, we were like busy eating up our lip gloss on purpose so that it wont look as red. xD How cool? Ppl touching up their makeup and we trying to remove as much as possible!

Yay!! Xinhui! The bday girl.

I feel so stupid k! I actually forgot to bring her bday present!! Feel so guilty!

Lydia!

Jiaying!

WaiLin!

OK! Grad Night no more :D So many things happened this few days which is just so totally amazing! Today is quite enjoyable too~! Went to my dad's company Family Day at East Coast. Lol. We didnt go to build sandcastles! We went to play bowling!! xDD Didnt know bowling can be so tiring! I feel my arms going to break any moment.

One Game(as in 10times) is fun, But imagine playing for like 3 games! OMG!! Really cannot take it ): Haha, even though i had like 30 odd tries to roll that 7 pounds ball, there doesnt seems to be any improvements. In fact, I'm deproving!! xD

Just look at the way he bowls. This pic still looks fine. You should see the how ridiculously he rolls the ball in! LMAO.

Zi Wei & my dad!

tsk, didnt take a pic of my mum.

And me! acting pro (:

LASTLY, before I end, I would like to announce the arrival of my new little baby niece, Valencia!! Congrats to my Er Ge And Er Sao! Yay, she is soo cute.

Rushed down to thomson on thurs immediately aft dance prac! I carried her! She opened her eyes! Valencia looks very very very CUTE!!! But im kinda scared of carrying newborn baby. But I still did anw. Picture of me n valencia nt up yet though.

This is how she looks!! Awwww, my heart meltssss..

And this cute enzo is learning how to carry a baby! All thks to me, he now knows how to do it! :)
See how happy that carebear looks!

PS. My mum actually asked me if i wanna put braces!! So shocking! I thought she always rejected the idea! But no. Actually wad she meant was, she wanted me to only have it aft exam so that i wont be distracted by the pain. OMG OMG!! So im going to hav braces? Heii, but braces is $$$ & putting braces is like considered as 美容, which I dun really 赞成。So now that I have it, i dunno if i really want it! Grrr, a few weeks more to decide..

2011-11-15T17:57:00.005+08:00

O-LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!! :DDDDD

I am now a HAPPY GIRL! Lol, not that i am not happy during the few weeks of suffering, JUST THAT... I am never as HAPPY as now!! xDDD Heee ^^ Love being lame :P

First of all, no matter how well or badly i did, I would still like to thank all my teachers and friends and most imptly, MY FAMILY! for their support.. Without them, i think i will never survive till the end of Os! YAY! I <3 CCHY. This is where i grew up and meet such awesome frens & tchrs! Yes, i truly believe that CCHY have the best tchrs ever! I'm also so glad that i actually meet a group of motivated, fun & caring frens here. Ooo, i especially enjoy being with my clique. LOVE THEM ALL!

Actually, there is also another person i would like to thank. And that is, MY BROTHER!! No matter how busy he is, he will always help me with my work! && I think he is a GREATTTTT tchr too! His explanation all makes sense and i can fully understand aft he explained. Sometimes, i really envy the way he could understand things in such in-depth. Heii, If only i have half his brain.. LOL. K, i know he wont see this, so i wont feel shy writing it! HAHAHA xD I promise i will treat him someday.

DAMN. Having a smart brother isnt much of a pleasure. It simply means that my stress level in doubled!! STILL, let me just wish him ALL THE BEST for his A-level! Hope he can top his cohort and move on to his desired course in uni ! <-- That's sincere k! although he is such a pig, i still want him to do well!!! 加油 Kor!

HAHA xD Enough of that. OHHHHHHH! Still cant believe it is the end of Os! 4 years of hard work (actually it's only 2, to be exact) and POOF! everything is gone tdy! I believe that i will forget wadever i learnt this 2 yrs within the next 2mnths. TRUST ME. It happens every year. BUT :PPPPPPP I DUN CARE NOW. xDDDDD

Anw, I am sure gonna love my holidays! So many things to look forward too. So Happy that my parents actually planned so many activites for me. Haha, not exactly for me. But just happened that their company's family day/events is aft my Os!

Grad night, Palau-ubin cycling, bowling & fishing, 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 , Bookfest with my mum, BINTAN LAGOONNNN, wushu chalet, arrival of baby niece Valencia... !!! Yup, and many more to go! I even made a To-do list AFTER Os, when im busy mugging away. U know, that horrible feeling of wanting to do something u cant?!

Ok, Im gonna end this LONNGGG and BORINGG post. Just entertaining myself cos I am currently very high now! Must 体谅 me ah! I just finished my last paper!!!!! WOOHOOO~~~

Gonna continue watching my dearest Hannah Montana series, start watching 海派甜心，and 就想赖着你 AGAIN! Yes, u nv read wrongly, It's AGAIN. (:

2011-07-23T23:51:00.006+08:00

YO!!!

Got the sudden urge to blog! Prelim 1 has started, and ended in a blink of an eye. Sigh, O-lvl is just 91 days away. & Getting back our results can be rather interesting, although i hate it. Mixed feelings of anxiety, worries, and frustration... )):
Well, but at least i see some improvements, though my result isnt really good. (You know, the worst has yet to come. I have not get back both my languages, geog & CHEM!) But yeah, still glad! Hopefully i wont disappoint myself in prelim 2, and O-LEVEL!

OK! Anw, SOO many things happened this few days, weeks, and months! HAHA, but i dun have the time in the world! xD

NOT IN SEQUENCE OF DATE!

Firstly, HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART II

on friday 23/7 with pearlyn, shimin, duncan, junquan, darren!

It was Nice! and i couldnt explain how i felt watching HP end. Sobs.. Think i am addicted to it!
Remember the first time i watch HP was when i was 5! I was forced to go with my mum, bro & his frens. And I slept on prupose in the cinema just to act rebellious. Teehee^^ The only thing that left the deepest impression in me was "double face" Professor Quirrell. I think he looks creepy at that time.

Look! they are so cute when young. NOW? speechless. But nvm, HARRY POTTER IS STILL COOL!! Me likey! <3 Wonder how Jk Rowling thought of such stories. The story line was really well-plotted. *impressed*

NEXT, RACIAL HARMONY DAY CELEBRATION 2011 on 21/7!!

I really enjoyed this year's RHD because i finally get to wear ethnic costume. I didnt dare wear in the previous years as most of the class isnt wearing. BUT this year, the whole of 4H wore! It's so COOL and the class looks just colourful :DD

Taken with Mr Lee, Ms Lin, Ms Woo & Mrs Choo respectively :)
I swear i was shocked when mrs choo suddenly step onto the chair. She looks as if she will fall anytime.

Picture with clique!

JIAYING's HOUSE on Saturday 23/7!

Slack Day! Haha, woke up at 6.45am and headed for jiaying's condo! Lol. SO early. Lack of sleep. Anw, going to her house is always so fun. Me and wailin would always say that our purpose is to go gym and burn off our fats, but JY's mum is such a good cook that we cannot resist our temptation eating those food. So in the end, i think we eat more than we burn.

Had a great gossip session with jy, lydia and wl too. Really enjoy chatting and being with them, cos i always feel at 'home' :DDD And we found Interesting Ways of remembering our names, according to JY's bro. HAHAHA, Wailin is wailin, I am lydia, and Lydia is me! (LOL, i know u dun get it. But it' ok! Inside joke ^^)

Alright. Ending with a pic of JLMW. (Just Like Muahahaha .... WOW!) Lol! Hahahahaha ^^

BUH BYE!

DISAPPOINTED.

2011-06-11T20:11:00.003+08:00

Yes, I am DISAPPOINTED. Sometimes, i really wonder if we are still friends. I always feel left out being with u all. Thats why i tried to avoid all outings as much as i could. But this time, not even a word was mentioned to me.. The REASON? "OH, We forgot!" Thanks huh.

NVM. Change Topic. AWWWW, I was chatting with my primary school friend, WANG XUAN yst. OHH, how much i miss her, yingshuang and xinhui! I miss those the times we had together. esp in LANJUT. In those days when we were P6, we can be so childish till we starts jumping on the bed playing monkey. Yea, heard of the song "3 little monkeys jumping on the bed, ..."
And, we even had our own "album of self-potrait". But at that time, it was purely for fun. No zilian! LOL. i only started zilian-ing in Sec sch. Teehee^^

Anw, We havent meet for 2 years. Seriously miss them.. I dunno if they feel the same ways, but i badly wanna see them. Esp when they lives in malysia, the chances of meeting is so so little )): Here, the last picture we took. In Sec 2, i think!

Ying Shuang, Me, Xinhui, Wangxuan

L.M.J.W.

YESS, AND I STILL LOVE THEM. AT LEAST I FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH THEM :DD

2011-05-04T17:07:00.002+08:00

(Y) Didnt update my blog for SO LONG!!
Competition is over, and now it is just study, study AND STUDY.. no life ttm -.- HA, but we have no choice.
It is getting more stressful as days pass. Though i dun really look forward the TESTS, EXAMS, MOCKS, but i must say, i enjoy going to school. LOL.
FIRST, i REALLYYYYYYYYYYY LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! esp Wailin, Jiaying, Lydia. HAHAHAHAHA^^ Without them, life would be boring and meaningless. Sad thing is, i only learnt to appreciate them this 2 yrs, and we are only left with a period of 6 mnths. ))))):

NEXT NEXT, I <3 my Passionate teachers. So touched by wad Mr Lee said tdy.. I WILL WORK HARD FOR PHYSICS, and all other subjects too!!!!

OK, actually i have soo much things to talk about. But i have exceeded my time limit o.O and the stupid pictures are taking too long to upload. SO, FORGET IT!!! :DDD
I will do a proper one next time ~miss me~

Reminder to myself:
- Compt Results / Steamboat
- JunQuan's & Bro's Bday.

I'm Sorry.

2011-04-18T21:29:00.004+08:00

I feel so bad sometimes. It is as though i am a plague. So you had better stay further away from me before getting hurt / harm. I am not worth your noticing. Maybe somedays, i will regret. But for now, I am really really sorry.
Sometimes, i am really just too tired to bother. ): Really apologetic for my attitude sometimes.

2011-04-09T21:57:00.003+08:00

CONFIDENCE. DETERMINATION. ENDURANCE.
YES, i can do it! Though i am both mentally n physicall tired (which i believe most my teammates are), i will hang on for the last few days... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH >.<
Hate myself. Hate the stress. Breaking down deep inside. Im such a weakling. i admit ))):

2011-04-01T20:41:00.004+08:00

Love these GIRLS!!! ((:

OHHHHH... >.< Wushu competition in less than a week time. For me, is exactly a week. NONONONONONO!!! I am not exactly hoping to win, as long as i met my own expectations, i would be happy and satisfied. TOP 10!! C'mon, is not that hard POON! *yea, like real* Nevertheless, have been trging hard this few weeks. Hope i wont disappoint myself.. AWWWW.

Coach told me today during trg : " If you get one medal, I will give you one puppy! " LOL. Let me say goodbye to it first. D': Seriously have no confidence winning individual event. BLEAH. Still, ...
JIAYOU MANYUN! JIAYOU B-GIRLS!! <3 Lets endure for the nxt few weeks! :DDD

B-girls ' 2010.

missing them so much. I get very emo lately whenever i think of having to leave my friends, teachers, and this SCHOOL! Ohhh, Heartbreak. ANND i seriously guess im gonna leave my friends cos i am going to a diff route as them. MOST PROBABLY, not confirmed. Also, teachers from CCHY! I think the school have got the Best teachers! They bring us sooo much memories, and i swear i will nv forget them! :DD
Kk, shall not go on. Sobs. Although i hope that O-level can pass ASAP, but the thought of graduating make me want to stay longer. HOW CONTRADICTING. But, i must admit that Secondary School Life is indeed the most memorable!

Here, i used to be cute. Not now though. :P
SEE, ME AND MY 帅 COUSIN!!
It's a sad thing we dun really talk now. Childhood is the best!

DANG! 18 March. My ganma's Bday. I specially went to 4leaves to buy her a slice of cake and surprise her by going to her house without informing her. LOL!! But she was happy! :D (Y)
ANW, i have got such a cute God-nephew. ENZO PNG.
Just look at him, not camera shy at all lor! whenever i take out my phone, he will start posing.

Me, enzo, mirabelle.

AWESOMEE!!! I see them only once in a blue moon, given my tight schedule. So must appreciate the times spent tgt. HEHEHEHE^^

Parents Meeting last friday.
ERRRR, eeeee, aaaaa, ooooo... What should i comment. Nth much? Got back my sucky results. Disappointing ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Sometimes, i really wonder why i work so hard for. To get this results? Life is unfair. Why isit that some ppl can do so much better even though they didnt really work hard / put in effort?
But my mommy say, ppl are born differently. Some are smarter, some are not. People like me we have to work doubly hard to obtain the same results. So why be jealous about others? Quite true, yeah know?

Anw, Mrs Choo asked whether i aim for JC or poly. I said poly, becos i dun like stress and hope to excel thr, be among the top few perhaps?
She asked for my parents opinions, then said: " Will you still work hard at poly?"
My answer was yes, of course. But now, come to think of it, can i really do it?
Dunno why I am doubting myself. I just hope i wont make the wrong choice and ruin my future.

2011-03-12T21:10:00.004+08:00

Motivational Workshop!! I think the workshop was quite useful and i enjoyed myself! :DD The lame jokes, the activities, the strategies for effective learning, ...etc. Well, at least I know my personality type and studying style, and through THAT, i can work out how to study more effectively and hopefully, it will be more productive ((:

Ou coaches? Coach Elgin, Sharon and Shaun. I am really impressed by how they speak in front the whole lot of us. ADMIRE THEM. Hope that one day i can speak confidently, like them! Actually, i dont really know wad to elaborate. The videos was kind of amazing as it makes us want to persevere on? But to me, this are only things that will make us motivated for that moment. We are the only ones who could control ourselves, to tell ourselves whether we should work hard, persevere on or give up. So yeah..

But from wad i know, I am a weakling. I cannot stand stress, and feel so useless all the time. DEEP INSIDE, i am telling myself to GIVE UP, but thrs just another part of me that ask me to PERSEVERE ON. For now, im just trying hard hang on, BUT very vulnerable. I feel like crying even for the slightest thing. ))): BUT BUT BUT, I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE THE DECISION. How i wish someone can take over my body and mind, & give me a break.

^HERE. MY AIMS. Dont think it is very demanding. But need work hard of cus. L1R5:10 Hope i can succeed. Though i wish to get better results, if possible! ^^

HEHEHE, I Love my YOUNGER BRO. Have been going crazy with him this few days. ZI LIAN TTM :P hahahahhaha xDD

At ah ma's hse.

^OH, this was taken in the morn when i was still in my pyjamas!

LOVE HIS EXPRESSIONS!

#2:

This is SOOOOOO cuteeeee. He was trying to open his eyes so that it looks HUGEEE, but failed. LOL.

#3: HAHA, yeah, i like this pic! HIS SWEET SMILE.

2011-03-05T18:39:00.005+08:00

COMMON TEST 1, which is also my LAST common test, is finally over.
Should i grieve over it? Obviously, NOT!
HOW COULD I EVEN MISS IT!? I CAN HARDLY BARE THAT 4 TORTURING DAYS!!
maybe i will regret someday back, cos prelims and Os would be much much worst. but for now, I shall just enjoy my 2 days of freedom! ((:

*COUGH COUGH COUGH* Sorry, have been sick for like since last sunday. How suey. Was having fever on Sunday. Lucky the fever subsided on monday and i wasnt much affected.
Sleeping at arnd 12am everyday. )): sobs, considered late to me! Remember when i was in pri sch, i would be asleep by 10pm! Sec 1 and 2, 10.30-11pm. Sec 3 arnd 11.30pm. NOW? 12AM!! wow, see. IMPROVEMENTS!

ANW, I DUN FEEL LIKE GETTING ANY PAPERS BACK. If ever thr is smth called 考试前/后犹豫振， i think i would have diagnosed with it. I panic when tchrs haven even start giving out the papers. HEIII, when can i have confidence in myself?!?! IM ＴＲＹＩＮＧ TO AＣＨＩＥＶＥ THAT!! I need confidence!! :DD That's for sure.

Wushu competition is just a month away!! OHＭＹGOODNESS! i am not prepared. GIVEN my stamina, i think i will die due to lack of oxygen halfway through my routine. SERIOUSLY, i need to focus. Trg hard this few lessons. ＡＭ I? I hope so. Seriously hope that we can get GOLD for 集体　and well, at least top 10 for individual. <-- REASONABLE. xD HAHA. I hope to put in my best effort for this last competition. Then conc on studies aft that.
HEY! It's not easy to cope with both at the same time. Especially when both are asking so much from you. I feel 崩溃 at times! JUST FEEL LIKE DOING NTH, AND SIT THR AND CRY MY HEART OUT..

SOBS. Anw, i have alr decided. I THINK.
If i score well for o-lvl, I will go poly. Because i believe thr will be those scholarship thingy to subsidy the sch fees, and at the same time, i am working towards my dream. (actually also because I HATE STRESS!!)
If i did not do so well, I will go JC. Cos i do not want my parents to spend too much $$ on poly fees. From thr, i shall work hard towards uni.
SEE! HOW CONTRADICTING. But thats me! I hope to create my own future path, and NOT just do things blindly. I believe it is better to fail in something you enjoy doing, rather than ace-ing something you detest doing..

^ THIS IS CURRENTLY MY DESKTOP BACKGROUND!
must find smth to motivate me! (:

OH I AM SO HUNGRY NOW!

2011-02-13T17:12:00.007+08:00

HAPPY CNY! So overdued. But sorry, I am pretty busy this few weeks. CNY this yr was so so for me. Nth much. You know, i have very few relatives in the first place. None on my father's side, 5 on my mum's side. But 2 were overseas. so left 3 families. So we spent our CHU XI, CHU YI, CHU SAN going to each others house to visit. HAHAHA xDD
To add on, i am the only girl among my cousins! Seriously, no topic to chat. and as a shy girl, i didnt initiate to talk either. So, just waste my time stoning thr. (Y)

Other than that, i also went to Mr Neo's house with Pearlyn, Mrs Tan's hse with 2H'09, coach RG's hse && ganms's hse!

5/2/11: The trip to mr neo's hse was enjoyable. HAHA xD we were very shy at first cos thr were many fencing ppl thr. CCHY and his ex-stud. Both of us felt bit EXTRA. But turns out to be fine. Junli joined us later. Mr neo talked to us bout his experience etc, AND I AM REALLY IMPRESSED BY HOW HIS MIND WORK!! i really 对他刮目相看. LOL. && when he was giving out ang paos, he was like "There is $2, $4, $6, $8, $10, $12, $20. Pick one." How creative right? I GOT $10!

6/2/11: 2H trip to Mrs Tan's hse was okok? Didnt really talk to 2H's ppl. To be honest, i dun think we are bonded. cos it's like only that ONE grp who keeps talking to one another. ppl like me will not join in. HAHA, no offence lah. but thats just how i felt.
Went to my mum's Secondary sch's fren hse. EAT, CHAT, LEAVE. yep, thats all!

12/2/11: RG's hse. Siowyun and renping went!! I think that was the best part as it was the only time i can chat with them. It's great to have a heart to heart chat with them! LOVE + MISS SY and RP!!
HAHA, i still remember the hug with rp, when she came! It was really WOW. i really dunno how describe. JUST felt so at ease. HAHA xD IT REALLY FEELS GOOD k!?!?! OMG, how much i miss her!

The sec 4s guys and girls(& jiaenn) took turns to play mahjong, while the sec 3 girls spent their time watching Harry Potter! HA. But i did neither. I played with the puppies, eat, and chat. YOU know, the puppy seems to grow SO SO much since the last time i saw then 2 weeks ago! & it was really entertaining to see shimin screaming whenever the puppies go near her.
Homed with rp and sy. Journey was enjoyable. The others stayed for performance at nite. Heard from junquan it was successful with no mistakes (Y). Proud of CCHY wushu! HAHA :DDDD

13/2/11: Ganma's hse! FOOD WAS DELICIOUS!!! my ganma is a great cook! HAHA. But, i spent my time playing with the kids as serene left early ))): Still, it was a nice meet up seession with my ganma, ganpa, dege's family and serene's family! (pictures not up yet!)

taken a week ago.

HUIMIN!

Lisa and me!

zoe, huimin, me, lisa

YEP! thats bout it.
OH! We went to Army Museum for some SS thingy on fri. waste of time + money. Seriously, i dun enjoy it. And i didnt learn anything (: I only enjoyed the bus ride! Had sooo much fun with wailin! She was asking me some mind-twister ques, and i kept begging her for answ. SERIOUSLY, I BEG HER FOR ONE PATHETIC HOUR!! LOL. but it was really funny the kind of anws i gave her xD

BUT BUT BUUUT, my mood was totally spoilt when i realise my phone wasnt in my pocket when we returned to sch. Shocked, worried, and felt like crying. I know it was in the bus, but all i think of is, "I DUN CaRE, NO MATTER WHAT, I MUST GET MY PHONE BACK!" Becos that was a gift from mt ganma.
Called mrs choo, she say she dunno wad to do. Luckily, Jiayi got the bus driver's phone no. and i called him. He said he saw it and JUST NICE he stayed in semb. HOW LUCKY!?!?! I was really relief and HAPPY. I got back my phone just below my block. HE drove to my block!! So grateful to the honest bus driver, jiayi, lyd, wl, jy. OHHHHHHH... and mrs choo as well. LOL. although she didnt really do anything but at least she still cared. cos she called wl to ask her about my phone etc. LOL. and her reply was cute when i sms to thk her.
& although it sounds kind of stupid, but i learnt to stay optimistic, no matter wad. (including my studies! -.-)

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Well, tmr is valentines day? It's NOT a normal day to me! ): I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SAD!!!!! Why? cos...
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IT IS MONDAY!!! Hate monday ok. It's somehow the start of a new week. i hate going to sch now cos it is so stressful everyday. esp when i am almost failing every test. HATTTTTTEEE ITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My amath sucks. I am depressed. I have no idea why i deproved so much. DESPERATE FOR HELP NOW.
But I am sure thr is still hope, if i persevere. MUST STAY OPTIMISTIC. 人间有希望 !
加油漫芸!

2011-02-01T20:48:00.005+08:00

Finally it's time to rest! ^^
CNY celebration tmr! followed by 4H class celebration. kind of looking forward :D
*CHEERS*

JOKE OF THE DAY: (not really that funny actually)
BIO SPA tdy such a failure.i dun know how to ans all the ques. & all kinds of stupid things happen.

1st: my celery keep dropping and cannot stand still, if u understand wad i mean. we are supposed to let it stand vertically. & all the while, i was afraid mr chang would walk pass and mark me down. So the celery was quite still, until "POP", the celery fall. And just nice mr change walk pass. I was like OHH SHITTT. He stared at me, then turn away shaking his head and hiding a smile. DAMNIT !!

2nd: we are supposed to cut the celery to show the transverse section of the celery? once again, i got no idea wad the ques is saying. so i cut it half way down. i was wondering if i shld cut through it. Mr chang needs to check. so he keep walking round my table waiting for me >.< But i wasnt sure whether i was doing it right. so i just hold on to the celery, refusing to put it down. FINALLY, when i realise i shld not waste any more time and leave the celery on the table, Mr chang came. stare and look, then give me a blur look.. "Cut it through." Was SOO embarrassed!!

From this, we can infer that i am gonna fail my bio spa. i think the my answ for other ques will also be wrong D': TMD. hope i can pass or smth. O-lvl LEH!!! PLEASEEE GOD PLEASEEEE..

2011-01-29T15:25:00.006+08:00

This week is like HELL. Although my leg is injured and dunneed go wushu, i am still staying back every single day till very late, for CNY deco! But i kind of enjoy the process. There will be a sense of satisfaction when u see the empty class become a SO-BEAUTIFUL class. LOL. (pardon me, english limited).

Lack of sleep + headache = depression. DAMN! sleeping arnd 12am everyday. waking up early is a torture! HENG there will be 3 days break next week. Phew. There are still alot more syllabus to cover for many subjects. Worried, but i need rest. S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y.

Heii, i am totally disappointed with myself. i have only 1 word to describe. WEAK! why cant i take all the stress like everyone else? I HATE MYSELF!!!! DDD':

Amth test and chem test was such a failure. ON thurs.. after recess was amath test. i was reading chem becos i really wish i could do well, given the time and effort i put in. So apparently, i didnt revise amath.

Was slightly late when we went back to class (or isit ms woo who is early?). Rush to my seat and started doing. My mind was blank. BLANK! really. it nv happen to me before. i just cant recall anythhing at all. so, i stared at my piece of foolscape, becoming more and more anxious every min. THEN THEN THEN... i broke down

Anw, i dun expect to pass this test. the no. of ques i answered dun even add up to the passing mark, i think. SWEAR I WONT PASS.

Chem test is nth better. I sucks at memorising things. BUT BUT i dun want my hardwork to be wasted. PRAY HARD I WILL PASS!!!

PICTURES FROM XINTING!

Xinting: Bugs bunny is called 兔, the other one call 进

hahaha xDD dun make sense la. but it was funny!

isnt this nice! XunLin did it!

Actually, we haven really take picture of every corner of the class. Shall do it on MONDAY!

Hope 4H could win for CNY deco!!! <33333

For now, i only wish for:

1. My feet to recover fast so i can go back wushu i learn jiti

2. Stay strong and cheerful. Work hard and try to improve slowly.

3. Enjoy my New Year! (:

2011-01-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

YAY! I have got such proportional feet! Dun believe? LOOK!

How wonderful can it be? -.-
seriously, dun u think it looks more like a pig's?

No idea why there is bruises near my toes and the side.

k, enough of crap.
SOMETIMES I REALLY WONDER,
Is it true that if we believe in our dreams, we will be able to get there.
DAMN! I am worried for my future. If only i can travel on the time machine, wouldnt it be great?
Anw, now is not the time to worry. After o-lvl, i will have to make my decision. AND i really REALLY hope i wont regret it! Will i be able to fulfill my dream? or is it just an UNREALISTIC dream of mine? *sobs*

2011-01-21T17:38:00.007+08:00

THERE! See, this boy doesnt looks like me, so his is not my brother! The last time i saw him, he was as cute as pie, BUT NOW, he became much more irritable.

LOL!

I AM NOW A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL! Ignore my previous post! i dun want that feeling to be back again! Jealousy is the root of all EVIL!!! so i shall learn to be optimistic. i must learn to appreciate life's simple joy.

To be upset over what you don't have, is to waste what you do have..

OHHH, I have been so depress lately becos of o-lvl. esp the first few weeks. that's why im in such bad mood. forgive me. but its much better now. cos mrs choo says ," YOU must not stress urself up too hard now, save some energy for the prelims and Os. If not u surely cannot take it." Something along the line. WELL, true enough. if i feel like dying when CT is not even here, how would i be able to withstand the stress next time. Shall relax abit and work hard at the same time!

Really love our teachers. They are so 伟大. Impressed by those who inspire you and make us feel motivated. Am glad i have such Nice and Caring tchrs! :DDDD

Remember mr lee saying, "If u can 忍受 the stress now, you will be a better person in life."

HERE^. Mirabelle's 5th Bday. she got such a unique cake! FYI, that dress of the barbie doll is cake! ITS TOTALLY AWESOME! so impressed. HAHAH xDD

my, lyd, jy, wl

AND THIS! WOW, this was from last yr? I love them! Cant belive we have been such great fren for 4YRS! Each of them is special in their own ways! Treasure those times we spent tgt. will definitely miss them when we graduate. )):
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SPRAINED ANKLE! ): ouch! it was swollen on the very first day and it hurts TTM! trying to stay cheerful so ppl wont be worry! Dad drove me home. Grateful ((:
MY FEET IS TURNING PURPLE!! Lol. xD still SLIGHTLY swollen and a little pain now, BUTTTTTT, it is much MUCH BETTER!! ^^ impressed by the speedy recovery. most probably resting for another week to make sure it is fully recover. i dunwan old injuries >.<
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Shall now end of with this:

Difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage..
Whatever you believe with feelings become a reality..

2011-01-06T22:15:00.004+08:00

I HATE YOU AND YOU!!! Not that i wanna say it. But i just cant tolerate it anymore. AssHOLEEEEEEEEEE..... I HATE SCH )): i wanna learn to appreciate life. but i cant! nth to look forward each and everyday! HOW WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THAT KIND OF FEELING!?!?!

I think i am not a very good person. The inner part of me is EVIL! NOBODY ever knows how i feel / think. But you had better not know. i nv told anyone before. BUT the feeling is getting stronger everyday. Although this is not what i shld be worrying now, but i just feel i strong sense of DISSATISFACTION. i want to CRY!!

sometimes i feel like leaving sch asap. Away from stress and THAT THING that make me feel so uncomfortable.. DDDD':
SUCKERS! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY AWAY FROM ME. I WANNA BE ALONE. I AM ANTISOCIAL, BUT I DUNCARE!!!!!!

2011-01-03T21:08:00.004+08:00

TMR!! 04.01.11 is the official First Day of torture... =.= SUCKKKY!!!! I am bloody NOT looking forward. SCHOOL = STRESS. dun like dun like. seriously, i am thinking today, if i got B or C for my o-lvl chi, i dunno wad i will do.. go jump down a block! xDD I dun think i will be able to face it, y'know!
ok, enough of it.. I CAN SURVIVE THIS ONE YEAR. jiayou! ((: someday i will look at this post and laugh! TRUST ME!

Nth much tdy! woke up feeling damn uncomfortable cos the sun was shining right at my face. LOL. hate the position of my bed and position when the sun rise. But thats quite a good thing too, cos i wont keep snoozing my alarm and just lie on my bed staring at the ceiling =.= ONLY rainy mornings will make the difference!!

Was planning my time yst. DO assessment on CHEM, PHY, BIO && play comp at nite. obviously, i failed to do so. only did phy and a little chem. cos so many thing pop out in btw. Iron uniforms, wash clthings, wash my shoes, mop the floor. NOT INSIDE MY PLAN!! but nvm, kinda proud i did all without complaining. AND MUMMY BOUGHT ME KINDER JOY! <3
Gonna watch my last episode of HANNAH MONTANA <<<<3 so in love with it!

WELL, tmr's gonna be a new start! must not mess up. JIAYOU MANYUN! and Jiayou everyone else :DD 2010's dec holiday is the best among all! REALLY ENJOYED!
BYE HOLIDAY! hi school..

2010-12-31T23:10:00.009+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

HI ! Happy New Year! It's 2011. Am i looking forward? Not really. But nevertheless, it arrived. AND I AM OFFICIALLY SEC 4 NOW !!! Old, old girl. Although it is gonna be a boring year, but nvm, i must live it to the fullest! HOW? No idea yet.

Think that 2010 is a relatively fast year? Maybe due to our hectic life.. can imgaine wad would happen next year. Spent most of my holidays revising. of cus, Slack slightly. Just reminding myself that exams round the corner. And part of me is So SO TENSED UP. so, holiday not really enjoyable. Not counting the waking up later and away from stress in sch (: Hope my hardwork will pay off! :DDD

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION?
- DO REALLY WELL for O-lvl. At least up to my own expectation! :D
- WUSHU. do well for group event!
- Hope 3H/4H and wushu warriors can stay bonded ALWAYS!
- HAPPY HAPPY EVERYDAY! despite the stress.
- Get rid of the weird feeling in me. HATE IT!!!

yep, thats all. dun expect too much. PEWWW.. thinking of the future is rather frightening. MIGHT AS WELL DUN THINK!

TODAY, er YESTERDAY was quite an enjoyable day. Last day with my Ganma, ganpa, Mirabelle, enzo and childhood fren, SERENE! *sob sob* WILL MISS THEM! Met serene at 9.30am at yishun mrt before heading to ganma's hse. And we chatted quite alot. Remember thr was once when she came, and we were recalling what we used to play when we were young. Oooo, all are so sweet and beautiful. Hope time can rewind and we could go back to those days. It is really FUN! sleep, play, sch, back, play sleep, home. See, no stress at all! i remember i used to bully her xDDD . How bad ah? But thats how each and everyday pass.

Here are some pics! see,, we are all grown Young ladies. (((:

ME!

SERENE!!

MY SOO AWESOME GANMA made us fried prawn, Bak-Ku-Teh, and vege. DELICIOUS!!! Both thumbs up for the prawns and soup. Vege was nice too!

MY WONDERFUL GANMA!!
opps, she told me not to upload cos her hair was ugly. she just wash la, then lazy to comb it nicely. But who cares, she is the best to me!

OK! coming to the end of my post. Hope that 2011 would be a great year for me and everyone else. 1st JAN 2011 !! How cool ! xD
PS: the first pic was my dream house! And i dun think it is a waste of time drawing and painting that. although it looks like an artpiece by children, but still, it is my dream!! think it is worth my time doing it and quite proud of it(:
PSS: Hope my bro can get well REALLY REALLY SOON!!
PSSS: Training yst was Boring. Didnt enjoy myself. Except playing with puppies! Hope competition can end really soon. Heii )): Wads wrong with me?

Cute eh? Ziwei and mirabelle :D

2010-12-28T21:44:00.005+08:00

HAHA, hi ppl. Was talking to Mr Neo. It is abit like a EVERYDAY-CHORES. Nvm, it will all be gone when sch reopen! HAHAH xDDD But it was kind of fun la. Super lame teacher!
Yea, he sent me this just now! ROLLERBLADING COURSE!! Quite fun. enjoy the course. But we didnt practise it aft that! LOL.

IVORY!

ME!

IVORY AGAIN.

Nasuha!

Pearlyn!

^ Sorry, pics in random order!
Training today at Pasir Ris. dun like to journey thr. too long. HEII. BUT BUT BUT, puppys will make the trip worth it! Coach bought 2 puppies. Ubberly CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! :DDD totally in love with them! i will go on THURS to see my little frens! and Mr Neo better not come down. LOL, that idiot. Opppssss..

Train taiji with Munyoong today. Damn stress. Didnt totally enjoy the training. cos i wanted to train sword. I think he damn pro, and i also THINK i did learn from him!!!!!!! ANGRY. But it is good to know him as a friend. Lame guy. HAHA^^

kk, i shall end here!! MISS MY HOLIDAYS!!! sucks. if only i could extend it to another month. wouldnt it be P.E.R.F.E.C.T ?!?!
PS: i think i am getting a little anti-social. I dun like crowd.
&& i enjoy my lifeless life at home. Sch and frens are smtimes ~~burden~~ STRESS. think i sucks making this comment. Just love to be what and who i am now. I HATE SCH!!!

2010-12-25T16:24:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

yay, christmas is here! whenever christmas arrive, it means another year is coming, and that school is reopening!! )))))))))))):
But, i always look forward to Christmas although we dun celebrate it! No presents!
My dream is to go some country one day, whr it is snowing, to experience the kind of "Christmas feel" ! HAHA, i want to have a taste of the atmosphere thr! Surely very cool!! && i think it is quite good when everyone can come tgt to sing and celebrate! :DDD
K, dreaming again! But i WILL make my wish come true some day (:

This year's Christmas was quite Special in some ways? LOL. My mum cook alot alot of thing. Roast Chicken, sushi, curry, Salad, Ham, etc.
Other than Christmas, 25dec is also my parents wedding Anniversary! xDDD
DAMN, i woke up when everyone else is still asleep to buy a cake for them! HA, i lied to my mum i going mrt to meet my frens to exchange presents. I think this is A LONG LONG TIME EVER SINCE THEY CELEBRATED! cos my dad is sooo not romantic! LOL.
YAY!! and they are quite touched! SUCCESS! :D

Ya, cos i went out early tdy and nv order beforehand, i waited for bout 15mins for the person to write this! :D

IDIOT BRO. spoil the pcture! I think he hates to take picture.

Maybe going out shopping later at night. Woohoo~ I am quite happy now! Cos i succeeded in my plan! And to see my parents so happy, i really feel it is worth it!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! <3
.........

kk, i know i am quite an idiot. Opening and closing my blog. er, but there's a reason. Last time i used to think that i post once in a LONG LONG TIME is kinda useless. But then when i close down my blog, i dun even care to update. That make it worst! cos i wont be able to recall what happen before without even any pictures! so yeah, i decide to open again. And hopefully to update more often, although next year i am sure i wont have so much time. & WITH WORDS, not just pictures. That would make it more meaningful eh?

PS: i will update about my "job" and wushu chalet next time!

2010-11-21T19:40:00.017+08:00

HARRY POTTER 7 ROCKKS TTM^^
night show with kaijun yst. waste my $2!!! I WILL NV FORGET IT KC!!

OUTING WITH B-GIRLS? 24 Nov 2010

jiaenn, pearlyn, nasuha, me!

realise i looks totally like a small little kid la! OMG.
wanna look abit more mature :D

WILL UPDATE MORE~
cos this post is mend for the malaysia trip, LONG LONG AGO!

Random:

ENZO <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_7UWQL4oVDXY/TO0JGCMewvI/AAAAAAAABPA/y0i624XVKj0/s1600/DSCN1242.jpg">

the kids.

YAY!! 1st time riding on a 三轮车. Cool leh!!

random pics taken during the ride

LOL. this was damn funny. they wrote no photography but didnt see it. SO, just took it anw, with the sign behind. HAHA xD

:D

nyonya SHOP?

LOL. our hotel room.

CUTE!!

messy room!

Took this when we are at the JONKER WALK

CATS ANND KITTENS!

Wad is the name again? ERM ERM.. cant remember >.<
jiaying shld know. can tell me ?

YAY!! :D

2010-11-04T22:14:00.004+08:00

I AM GONNA CUT MY HAIR TMR!!!
Finally... after a year. LOL xDDDDDDDDDD
can u imagine, my stupid hair wont grow long. ok, other than my fringe.
must CI JI it abit.

RANDOM PICS!! + pics when we went to jiaying's house! :DDDDDD

HAHAHAH.. unglam wailin :D

i think i broke it >.<

YAY!! <3 them loads.
WL, Lydia, JY, MY!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-10-20T17:57:00.005+08:00

MAN YUN SUCKS!!!
dont you think so?

Arghhhhhh... i am hating myself. Hate my suckish attitude and all.
yep, got back most of my results.. Range from A1 to C5? if i am not wrong.
A2, B3, B4 for the 3 science. Damn! i am terribly disappointed with my physics. overconfident again? ): But i really did put in effort..
A1 for both maths. k, i think that is the only subj i am really satisfied with.
i think got B4 for both languages.. Nth to say.
C5 for Combined Humans? i think i deserve it. I am such an ass.. Arrogant pig.

Well, coming to that, i think i really need to reflect on myself. To be frank, i dunno why i always feel so proud when i go 3E for goeg lessons. I know it is wrong.. have been trying to control myself but failed. the "look down on others" feeling is still thr. maybe thats why i feel so arrogant and trying to be smart in 3E. yep, u can just hate me aft reading this. Honestly, i hate my attitude too.. shall work harder on it.
Got my retribution. Just passed my geog with a pathetic result. It shall serve as a remainder to me. && SORRY to anyone from 3E and the tchr as well.. i think i am such a coward talking behind her back. SORRY!!

Dun you think i am stupid. i find myself very 死脑筋 and dunno how think out of the box. Wanna have my bro's brain. ))))': like wad ms woo says, we always 死读书 and 读死书. and this doesnt really works in sec 3.
U know why i get such good results for Amath? It's not because i am SMART, but mainly because of hardwork. If tchr hasnt gone throuugh TYS and tell us similar ques that might come out, and just twist the ques a bit, i am sure i would FAIL!!
well, thr is really a proof for this k?! Ms woo was going through new chap on trigo with us, and she suddenly call me to answ a ques. Just some stupid calculations and i am stuck thr. Just a few weeks ago i was taking my EOY, and now I dun even know how to press the calculator. Seriously, i wonder how i got my A1. felt so depressed, disappointed and pathetic. can sense cher's impatience )): No other meaning here, just feel that i am such a FAILURE.

Actually, i dunno why i can sense when ms woo is gonna call me to answ ques. Like today. LOL. but even with that beforehand, i still dunno how answ.. :P
In class during Amath, i always give a very blur look. cos i am trying to copy and understand at the same time.. sometimes when i look up to copy with a blur look, and ms woo happen to come into eye contact with me, i knew she is gonna call me.
Of cus if i know how answ i will continue looking up at her. But mostly i dunno!!! so when i see her, i immediately bend my head down pretending to write. and she still call me. DAMN!
Despite so, i still like ms woo's teaching style! :D

k, thats not the main point afterall. Hope to see some improvements in myself.
-CHANGE IN ATTITUDE (no arrogance and MUST NOT be overconfident)
-I wanna make myself smart! no more 读死书. JIAYOU!!
- I shall not be slacking anymore. O-level chi and SPA waiting for me =.=''

shall go reflect on myself now. BYE.
the next time a blog, i hope to see some improvements! JIAYOU MANYUN!!

2010-10-14T17:24:00.005+08:00

HEY! Thanks for spending some time and celebrating my Bday with me!! <3

EOY finally over!! Shiok ttm^^
BUT OH, i so dun feel like going to sch tmr. Firstly, publicity. which is___. i dunno wad to say. dun intend to iron my costume. cos its a waste of time.
Then, i think we are gonna get back our results? which i am really REALLY not looking forward to. i think maths was still OK. but i think i flunk my triple science. SUCKS MAN!! *discourage*
No mood now.. Dunno why i am brooding over wad is done. HEIYO !!

Hey i really dun feel like updating my blog now. abit tired. i just upload pics k? :D

2010-09-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE
29 August 2010!!! <3

FAR FAR AWAY

HOLLYWOOD

MADAGASCAR

SCI-FI CITY

THE LOST WORLD-- JURASSIC PARK

THE LOST WORLD-- WATER WORLD

NEW YORK

ANCIENT EGYPT

DINNER @ NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD

2010-09-12T19:01:00.002+08:00

WeeHee~ YESTERDAY WAS C.O.O.L

went to malysia, kluang with my family :D
ya, although i went there before(it is the same organic farm somemore), But i really did enjoyed the trip!!! WOOHOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

woke up at 5.45am in the morn? bus left at 6.30+. headed to Tuas checkpt, etc. &&& it was sooo shiok on the bus cos i sit alone on the 2 seaters seats. LOL.. then can stretch and do wadrever i want. HAHAHAHHAHAHA^^
actually, this trip was nth much lor. morn we just sit on the bus.. go to some stalls for visitors to buy things. EAT, etc.
by aftnoon, we reached the organic farm. WAHAHAHHAHA^^ had i super sumptuous steamboat meal thr. If shimin was thr, i think she rather starve herself. VEGE MEAL!! as stated, the organic farm only grow plants. so we have to eat steamboat with diff types of Mushrooms, Veges, carrot, etc. ok la, still got some prawns and fishcake. but compared to the veges, thr is really a great difference! :D

Aft Lunch was the best!! the tourguide thr brought as to diff parts of the farm. AND AND AND, we get to EXPERIENCE BEING A FARMER!!! :D woohoo~ first time k? HAHAHAH^^ we are given each a plastic bag to hold the veges we plucked. LOL. but only got kangkong? and i dunno wad. sweated quuite alot. the sun was scorching HOT!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my mummy cooked them today!! :D hahahahahha^^ so cool right?

and we saw this beetle that was HUGEEEEE and disgusting. shall upload the pic next time.
aft that, on bus, alight, on bus, alight. EAT NONE STOP!
Went to Pacific mall @ Kluang aft that. SUPPPPER DUPPER HAPPY^^ i finally got myself a pair of jeans that suits me (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: THKS MUMMY!
and we ate donate again!! DELICIOUS! i think it is much better than Sg ones. those chewy junior.
OMG!!! seriously it is damn damn nice!! i wanna eat again, although i know it means FAT!

Dinner @ somewhr. then homed! see, told you thr is nth much. But going overseas as a family is so rare. HAHAHAHHA^^ so yeah, enjoyed (: maybe becos i got a jeans too!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

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SOBS, tmr sch reopen. Looking forward to school. HELL NO!! although i cant say this week isnt a holiday, cos i find myself enjoying and slacking, BUT BUT.. IT IS JUST NOT ENOUGH!!!! )))':
i am back to my Monday Blues tmr.

2010-09-07T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hello!! :D
i hadnt been updating for long... Hmm, brief summary la k. Gonna update on the trip to Universal Studio for the next post!! HEHEHE^^
Well, so basically..
25/8 Wednesday-- Fried Rice Paradise!!! Nice and Interesting!!!!!!! :D
lots of vulgrities but it all sounds so funny! enjoyed (:

28/8 Saturday -- Mini celebration for RP's bday celebration. Wee~my failed jelly was too soft to eat. there were too much snack we have to swallow them down. almost vomited during training. LOL, kidding! :D

29/8 SUNDAY-- Universal Studio with my Gan-family. LOL xD FUN ttm^^

31/8 Tuesday-- Teacher's Day celebration!! OH, u should just see Mr chang's reaction when he receives the card with Ms woo's pictures on it!! LOL. damn funny!
Also, Ms Kaur's surprised and shocked face when she receive that Fried Rice Paradise music CD! (:
OH!! and assembly was kinda cool!! the part i love most is the Award Giving. LOL.. so many weird awards. Coolest teacher, Solemn teacher, Humorous, Punctual, Inspiring, Best Dress, Innovative, etc. and also CARING TEACHER'S AWARD. this year's was still quite well chosen <3
aft celebration, went movie with duncan.. he wanted to watch that "Lian Ai Tong Gao" --> i forgot the el title. Nvm, quite nice la.. HAHA^^

1/9 Wednesday -- SHIOK!!! no school cos it is TEACHERS' DAY!!

3/9 FRIDAY-- Last day of term 3. and i dun miss sch at all. cos i gonna go back to sch everyday =.= except for fri la, cos public hioliday.. YOU CALL THIS HOLIDAY!?!?!
report book.. to me still ok bah.. Didnt expect much from myself. cos i expect much worser results. HEHEHEH^^ but the report slip still not as bad as i thought. SO WOW^^ satisfied
however, great disappointment.. my geog pulled me down.. nvm, i hate that bloody test =.=

4/9 SATURDAY -- Paya Lebar Airbase Family Day. my dad's company. go thr eat, look at my father's office, wallk here and thr, play games, then went home. Still quite fun though.. cos u cannot enter their base anytime u want. so rare chance? HEHEHE^^

wushu, then meet up for chi project. had soo much fun with shimin, jingxi, eeching, yichyi, monica, & sean.. HAHA^^ cos the ideas we came out with are ___. dunno how describe. ya, quite fun.. but i dunno how to act FIERCE!! die =.=

kk, shall stop here. Holiday Homeworks are still piling up!!! )):

2010-08-27T21:48:00.006+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!! It's Friday!<3

OH! it has been 2 weeks since i last updated. Weehee~~ YOG rocks!! But was kinda sad didnt treasure that period of time. Now that it is over, i SO WANT to see all the sports again!! >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEO~!!!
Thks for being such a great great senior!! LOVE YA ttm^^
Jiayou for o-levels!! ((:

YOG~! 14/8 -- 26/8

mascots: Merly and Lyo!

OH! anw, we get to see the olympic flame run pass our sch on the 11th of august! few days before YOG!! well, quite a rare chance! infact, it shld be once-in-a-lifetime! HAHAHA^^everyone was kinda excited while waiting outside the school. LOL

&& we get to see Gymnastic (Artistic) All-around Mans Final on 18 august!!! --> includes Vault, Floor exercise, pommel horse, still rings, parallel bars & high bars.
Super cool ok! OMG!! we are just like Noobs who nv see PROS before. exclaiming and shouting when they are just having warm-ups. HAHAHAHA^^ It's really a Great experience, and also for us to 大开眼戒.
HAHHAHA^^ soo many macho mans. wad so impressive is that, like us, they are just teenages, yet they could do such moves that i could NEVER EVER do it in my whole life. WOW!!

OMG!! isnt this pervertic?!?! Not just that. this is alr considered one of the very simple moves. HAHAHAH^^ imagine wad they could do.

I still cant get the excitement off me.. seriously, it is just too impressive!!! :D

HERE!! I took it LIVE at the stadium. LOL.
china with 3rd, japan 1st, Ukraine 2nd

Hey!! they looks quite shuai right?! xD

and isnt this touching. The japan gymnast was the last to finish the station.. and everyone was staring at him. when he landed from the high bars.

OH! and did i mention this gymnast from Great Britain fell flat on the front when he was about to change his hands during the high bar event? OMG!! such a pity lor. can see his disappointment as he was one of the few leading in terms of their score, plus that was his last event!!! but his sportsmanship was also commendable! everyone in the stadium clapped for him!! :D cos he stood up, and tried again!! Yay for him~

Look at their muscles. How cool!! LOL LOL LOL..
how heavy is it to hold to Lyo up? they need so much strength?!?
no la, i think the muscles are alr permanent. CANNOT BE REMOVED le.

ok, lets just wish them all the best. Hoped to see them during Olympics in 2012. By then, they shld be able to join bah! hahaha xD

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ok, back to topic. OH!!! i am so not looking forward to take oour report book. i am sure i will score very very badly. with lots of Bs and Cs? or even Ds.. SIEN!!!! it is alr coming to the end of sec 3. yet i have not start my engine going. Holly.. Wish me luck man.

FRIED RICE PARADISE! --> the musical was quite nice lor and funnny. actually dun really have a storyline la. but with their speech was sooooo hilarious it makes me laugh quite alot. HAHAHA^^ && taufik was one of the actor!! i didnt know it until he himself said so!! HAHAHA.. k, i know i am slow.
didnt regret going for the musical! weehee~~!!

2010-08-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

F.R.I.D.A.Y

YAY!!! Finally it is Friday!^^ LOL. Happy ttm xD But once again, Monday is coming soon! but heck cares, must ENJOY my long-yearned friday first (((:
Loads of test next week. appoximately 7 test-es in 5 pathetic days =.='' horrible! but must hang on. i need constant motivations to work hard and study!!! i think i have alr found a person, but but... ):

ok, anw.. i have not been updating for weeks. and i am also too lazy to post pictures >.< heehee^^
Last Saturday, 7/8/10 was CULTURAL NIGHT!!! <3 was quite a success!! CCHY ROCKS! yay
wushu warriors rocks too~ had soo much fun in the dressing room. althoough we didnt get the so called "better" dressing rooms with mirror chairs and all, and got just a plain room.. Proud to say we, get to entertain ourselves despite the lack of resources!!! weehee~~~
actually there is much more to elaborate on,but if i contiunue, it is gonna be too long-winded.
THKS ALL FOR THE EFFORTS PUT IN!! esp the teachers and drama grp (:
&& Thks seniors for the card and chocolates!!! HAHAHAH

MONDAY 9/8/10-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! <3 yes, i love SG, no doubt. Just that the hectic life here is kinda intolerable, otherwise, it would be perfect!!! ^^ yay.
Seng Kang CC's performance thr was such a failure. Waste my precious time. the mention of it makes my blood boils. ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, i got nth to say alr.. omg. i dun feel like blogging anymore. writing a journal shld be much better. HMMMMM.. see first la. anw, alot peop sick nowadays.
~GET WELL SOON~

小人物的心声

我从来都不在乎

自己不是个大人物

因为平凡也是一种幸福

看到名人总是忙忙碌碌

我的时间有我控制

平凡日子一样会充实

The lyrics quite meaningful. Who doesnt like to be in-charge. it seems as if u got all the power and trust from people around u.. I admit i like being the leader too. but i never get the chance. HAHA xD
i used to grieve over it in the past. but thinking back now, i feel that its kinda silly? Not being the leader does not means you are not as good. Maybe u just dun have the leadership, but u can have many other good qualities others lack of!
Of cus, i still feel kinda bad if others dun even take notice of me (YES I FEEL THAT OK!?! esp in wushu). but still i am happy to be ME!!

For the leaders, you have an advantage over the others and should treasure it!!

SO JIAYOU!!!^^ be happy no matter who you are (:

2010-07-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

YAY!! finally i look thin after sucking in my fats. LOL xD

GRRRRR!!! there must be smth wrong with pearl's camera. make my face looks so fat.. also, when i am outside, i dun really know how to smile. cos certain types of smile makes my face SUPER CHUBBY!! Arghhhhhh.... HATE MY CHUBBY CHEEKS..
ok, and i am kinda satisfied with the one above(: FAT CHEEKS GONE!

Today: Interesting! was called out in the morning to do some publicity talk for the Cultural Night. i think the sch is such a poor thing. No progress in selling tickets, and sure to loose money. so people, DO SUPPORT CCHY k?!?! can see that the principals and teachers are trying hard to publicize. It is our first ever Chinese Cultural Night! :D
all CCAs involved are working hard too~ OMG, i hope it is gonna be a success!!!

ok, so missed some lessons.. went to North Brooks and Yishun Town. No people buy -.- only some who are interested leave their contact number down.. Grrr.
Mr Chiang so "ON"! He treated us lunch @ yishun town. Food there are superb k?!!? much better than ours. Me, Kaijun, jiaee, and huiling bought from the western stall.. KJ and nas super BHB.. order so many things. tsk tsk.. i got nth to say (:
KJ started showing off his piano skills and JiaEe was exclaiming down thr. SUPER FUNNY LA. her reaction was damn big.. she claims that KJ was the first guy she saw playing piano and that he have long fingers.. LOL xD

back to sch~ stayed back for some NYAA stuff. kinda pissed off in the beginning. GRRRRR... totally lost my patience and just feel like going home. Anger management is impt! yeah, things went better aft that(: *chill*
painted stuff, etc etc. YAY!!! i did 6hrs of CIP in total (wed and today). 9hrs more to go!! ((: hehhe^^ Praveen and nas was quarreling half the time. kind of an entertainment to us. they are funny!
me pearl nas shimin kj went home at round 5pm? not sure. anw, me and nas was having lots of fun on the bus. entertaining ourselves by sms-ing lame stuff. (eg, ME asking nas to sms me when i dun even have my phone with me. sms-ing shimin, who was just sitting infront of us.) OMG!! enjoyed this bus trip ttm^^

OH, this post is kinda long-winded. shall stop here now!
PS: Amath test was tough!! i am just expecting a pass.. ))):
PSS: Sorry nas.. cannot go for performance at the CC. SORRY!! i will go the next time round!! i promise (:

2010-07-21T19:20:00.009+08:00

3H!!! <3
34 Girls + 10 Boys!! and it will stay like this forever..

Qian Tao leaving us alr.. i think he is most probably in the airport now, with some other 3H peops! sad )': His news of leaving is so sudden, everyone got a shock.. UNBELIEVABLE.. o.o
to add on, this whole thing is kind of dramatic. like those on television.

Tuesday: O-level LISTENING COMPRE.. qiantao wasnt here. like OMG!!! we asked his few good frens about him, and they said he didnt mention bout anything. hongjin called him quite a number of times, and all he said was, "我退学了." everyone was so shocked!!!
and that was when i really feel sad. regretted not interacting more with him.. *sobs* like wad shimin said: 等到失去了才懂得珍惜. )))):

The next day, he came to our class in his home clothes. that was sooo shocking!! >.< He came to bid us goodbye. He stand in front of the whole class to give his speech. OMG!! so touching.. Most of the girls teared? :/ ya, seriously... "谢谢大家这半年来的照顾..." , "真的非常感谢大家..." , "请原谅我的不告而别..." wow~ was controlling myself throughout his speech.

Here, he took some pictures with us. (:

the 10 Guys in 3H! :D

3H 2010!!! <3

FRIDAY NIGHT: rushed to meet 3H at AMK HUB for movie. Despicable Me~! the movie was quite cute.. hahaha xD It was a farewell for QianTao.. and to note: It's the 1st class outing for 3H!!!^^ many peop were there.. (:
movie ended, we took pictures outside the cinema.. Blocking the way of many passers-by. LOL xD haha. took turn to take pictures with QianTao.. yay!!!
He is like an idol, and we are the fans. aiyo, i still wondering how will the class react if i did the same. Leave sch suddenly. LOL, jk la. wailin say all will throw eggs on me-.- && shimin embarrassed me on her blog =.=''

Here, our 3 GREAT GRANDMASTER!!

and this!! <3

HE IS LEAVING SG very soon. didnt go send him off.. didnt intend to actually la, cos i dun like that type of scene... But i almost went because of kaijun, as in acc him. but main reason is still cos i wanna see him for the last time. But in the end, i didnt went.

so, farewell QIAN TAO~!!!
DUN forget 3H.. we will always remember you no matter where u go. kk, LUCKS (:

i was talk to Qiantao yesterday and he was telling me how excited and happy he was to leave. but of course he added he dun bare to leave us..
"Going back home is always a happy thing" -quoted by qiantao

2010-07-20T21:06:00.004+08:00

LISTENING O-LEVEL today? still ok la. but i dunno how i did.. ))):
ok!!! shall start from saturday!

SATURDAY! actually wanna do wushu notice board.. but but, mdm goh too busy to pass us the key. in the end wasted one whole morning thr. oh well, not that actually, i did some physics, &&& WOHHOO~ EXERCISE!!! sweat alot alot. 1 bball game, followed by volleyball.. haha xD supa FUN!!! ^^ but hand pain ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! volleyball=ers are pro k?!?! METAL HANDS!! xD

had cup noodle & BBT for lunch? back to sch for training.. tiring. and ivory actually "collapsed" during PT--> running. scare me to death.. she say she suddenly out of breath. POOR IVORY. always play and exercise to that extreme.. then dun take care of herself. YOHHHHHH!!!!

SUNDAY! tuition. MONDAY BLUES!
MONDAY! i dunno wad happen. nth happen.
TUESDAY! School. waited for that bloody bus for like 15 mins. Every single second in the Morning counts k?! cos i means LATE or not. LOL xD realised i super last minute these few days. always on the spot one. my bro la. use the toilet for sooo long. OK! hope that wont happen tmr. i dunwan be late!!! IT's hot rushing. Listening. training on performance. OK-OK.. PT, homed. hee^^

Random stuff la. just remember suddenly.
haha.. when i was young, i thought the song 波斯猫 by SHE is 我是猫!!! LOL. i was wondering how come they sing such weird songs. HEHEHEH^^
anw, 酸甜 is kinda nice!! (:

2010-07-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

See!! they came today! (:
waiting for Ziwei to come back. But he failed to reach earlier ):
Mirabelle was kinda disappointed. Haha xD but she played with me! Phew.. tiring.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<3 enzo and belle!!
& all my Gan-family (:
have been long since i last met them.. Wohoo~~

They are CRAZYYYY!!!!

Mirabelle showing off her ballet skills? i only ask her to pose. LOL^^

really enjoyed myself with them. from 6pm to 7+pm. *Sobs* missed the first 10 mins of "You Hands in Mine--> last episode somemore!!" But nvm, still feel it is kinda worth it. spending time with them. hahaha xD i can watch my show on xinmsn. ^^

PS: ya, my bed sheet is Power Puff Girls. dun laugh k?!?! wad matters is the quality. haha xD

2010-07-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hey~! just here to update on some random stuffss.. Saturday was CHUNG CHENG's 71st ANNIVERSARY. dunwanna elaborate much cos i wasnt really interested... GOD, i wish i wasnt there.
SUNDAY!! last chinese tuition before Chinese o-level oral exam on tues. *SOBS*
Oh, the oral didnt turn out really well? wasnt really prepare for that ques. kind of random you know? immersions programme. It is good that i scanned through the one of the composition book about it. Thks god, but at the same time, i didnt really read it thoroughly cos i thought it wasnt impt. SIEN!!!!! i really REALLY hope can get A1. ):

nth much la, tuesday to thursday--> STRESS!!! continuous tests. and it is not one per day, is 2-3 pper day k!?!? GOSH!!! have been quite packed this few days.. FINAALY, one perfect day without any hmwk. there's chi tests tmr. but cant really prepare much i guess..
Phew!! FRIDAY IS JUST TMR!!! ISNT IT GREAT!?! <3 <3

bused home with pearlyn yesterday. took many pictures. yep, unglam ones.
NO FACE SEE PEOPLE!! haha xD wad english. damn unglam. but nvm, is ok. it wont spoil my reputation anw, i have always been abnormal. HAHA xD

kk, gtg. THINKING OF WAD TO WRITE FOR JOURNAL. pls help people!! die =.=''

2010-07-09T18:01:00.007+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!!

HAHAHAH^^
call me a pro!!! i didnt update for like 2 weeks!! (: heeheeheehee xD
anw anw, see!! that sun is sooooooooooo BEAUTIFUL! drawn by ArtistS POON!! LOL xD
faster guess which sun is mine! btw, to get sucha nice picture, u need a "SHIFU". and thats me!
if not becos of me, my little bro wont have such talent ;D
*LAME* =.=

ok la... O-level chinese is coming in no time!! YET, my chinese still SUCKS!!! hate languages la.. why cant we just learn language to communicate, instead of having sooo many tests for understanding.. *sobs* ANW, i will really put in my best in it!! i was thinking bout it yesterday.
feeling so depress on my way home. cos i keep telling myself that even how hard i tried, i wouldnt succeed. then i finally realise that, i say i cant when i haven even tried. WHERE IS MY CONFIDENCE?!?!?!
i am now trying to get this into my mind "i say i can do it means I CAN DO IT!!! If i were to give up now, then there is no point going for the exam, cos i wouldnt do well"..
must really work hard for myself and dun disappoint my parents as well!!

okok, lets see.. start from last friday!!! WOHHOOOO~~~~~ we FINALLY got a new television. it is HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... incredible! all the people in the screen become wider!! mmuahahaah xD yay!! we now have a television that is functioning well!!! HAPPY ttm^^

SATURDAY!!!-- taiji rocks on saturday! i think cos Lan Jiaolian was in a good mood.. and pearlyn & the guys were thr to train with me and dory!! this makes life better k?! (:
went home. at night, my parents brought my little bro out to see doctor. Poor Ziwei was sick again! and my stupid elder bro went out with his frens at round 9.15pm to watch Worldcup. i hate him for leaving me alone in the house cos i BLOODY cockroach flew in!! =.='' scare me to death. pls take note of the word FLEW!!!!! to add on, it crawls damn fast.. & i have to protect myself!

called Pearlyn laopo as she can give me some sense of security since she was not afraid of cockroach. talk for a LONG 27 mins!! thks alot alot alot for rendering me ur support when i need it most!!! xD TYTYTYTYTY <3 style="text-align: center;">YAY for meteor garden <3>

it is such a sad thing!! that day when my father was looking for a TV @ some shopping centre, i randomly walked into a CD shop. && i am kinda shocked to see this thr!!! i mean meteor garden cd. *sobs* if not becos my parents are thr,waiting for me, i would have bought it!!! DISAPPPPOINTED!!!! )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))':
cos that time they say i too addicted to this show. erm, that was when shimin lend me the disc.
but now now... ARGHHHHHHHHHHH...
i swear i would get it one fine day. PLEASE WAIT FOR ME!!
seriously, not only is it cheap (like $8), it is also the best drama i ever seen!! the storyline is really interesting k?!?!!?
*sobs* i would really get it one day... just that i dunno when. cos i forgot that shopping centre's name ):

OH! && DUNCAN LIN XUE DA wanted me to mention him for presenting a prize to me. shall not say wad is it. cos it is LAME!!! hahaahah xD
and i promised to draw him doreamons for his bday next year! (:

2010-06-25T18:13:00.009+08:00

WUSHU CAMP 2010!! <3
21/6 - 23/6

shall start off with this picture. NO LINK. but i still cant get off the fact that i looks quite cute with that 2 little monkeys!! hehehe^^ LOL. jk la, i not so BHB. but it looks quite nice though (:

sweet note from our dear sec 1 girls!! show that they enjoyed the camp!
woohoo~~!!! cheers xD

yeah yeah.. after a few months of preparations, FINALLY, here comes wushu camp!! (:
hahaha^^ have so much fun with my group and all!! weehee~ they ROCKS!
STRAWBERRY BANANA = FRUITIES!! <3
lame =.= we came out with this becos of the colour of our shirts.

DAY 1!
phewww..... was so sien initially cos my group not enthu AT ALL!! was quite disppointed at first. *no offence* BUT BUT, they proved me wrong after that!! Group 3 ROX!!
had AMATH FROM 0830-1030 everyday from monday to wednesday.. BINOMIAL THEOREM.. still very B.L.U.R.

Group 3: JunQuan, Manyun, Xinyi, Beining, Nadia, Russell, Chengyang, Benjamin

Warm Up!

CAPTAIN"S BALL!!!

renping getting HIGH chasing the ball xD

WOW!! so cool hor (:

i dunno who is that in the sleeping bag^^

DAY 2!
Dark Pulse! the splash water one.. shout and screamed like nobody's business.. SUPER FUN! junhao damn pro.. and chengyang is super funny.. getting so agitated every time joscelin got the cup of water. LOL!! FUN ttm^^

Camp performannce was kinda cool too~ Group 3 members getting so HIGH and ENTHU on the second day. LOVE!! great man! Hanah Montana's --> Hoedown Throwdown! had so much fun dancing!

Camp performance. everything was FINE!! to be exact, SUPERB!!
Group 4 (cactus), hahaha^^ entertaining performance. COOL!! kimberley is FUN for sure! (:
after that camp organisers performance? then then.. charade & a super NICE game by junhao?
LIGHT HOUSE, BOAT, TRAIN, MAKAN.. makes everyone so high again!! me and pearl cheated once. LOL xD heehee^^

Sec 4/5 + AlumniS

SEC 1s !

Sec 2s !

Sec 3s !

B GIRLS!! <3

5 Generation Group Photo! (((:

ENJOYED TTM^^!!

DAY 3!
last day of camp.. sad & happy at the same time. Heiiiii ):

Morning Exercise at AVA room!!
aerobics, Jian Kang Ge, Taiji

Preparing Breakfast!

My PRO fren (: LOL!!
love her love her! <3

AMAZING RACE!
cool, had FUN!! our hardwork paid off! woohoo~
and aft this, it proved that: RP is damn hard to find..

Prize Presentation!
Best Male Camper: Cheng Yang
Best Female Camper: Xin Yi
Most enthu camper: Ivory, Kimberley, Russell
Best Group: Group 3

yeah!! congrats people!! <3

Last but not least, after the campers left, all faciliatators had a so called celebration? hahaha xD Dear duncan and renping bought us sparkling juice! ^^ NICE!!

Shall end of with this..

HOPE THAT ALL WUSHU MEMBERS HAD FUN THROUGH THIS CAMP!!
YAY!! finally.. i finish posting. =.=''
WUSHU CAMP 2010 SUCCESSS!!

eh shit!! some pics missing.. stupid me. i think i accidentally deleted them.. SORRY SORRY. next time then post bah.. my show started for half and hour le ):

2010-06-16T20:28:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY!! lost my interest in blogging le larh!! but nvm =.= let me just touch on some FUN & HAPPY things instead of those which sopils my mood totally! (:

5 JUNE! Enmazing Razing!!! SAVE GAIA LEH~

Lol xD how cute eh?!!? FYI, gaia = EARTH!

teamed with Kaichun, Jiayi, Kaicheng & Hong Jin. had fun.. but quite tiring though.. plus the weather makes it worst, cos it was raining.. Lucky i didnt fall sick aft running under the rain for a few hours!! xD

our facilitator is YiDan. she was quuite friendly to me? && she from RJC worh!! pro sia~ although she from china, her el was quite impressive! (: i think it is even better than mine.. BY ALOT!

HAHAHA^^ i still love the goody bags! so many barang barang inside! and the bag is damn cool!! <3

okok, apparently, we ran the whole singapore to find the clues.. Hmm, maybe not that exagerating.. Erm, is just some stations near Farrer Park.. not bad not bad! OMG, we still get to eat icecream yogurt.. DAMN SHIOK!!

Yidan said: "Everything today was worthwhile because of the icecream!!" LOL xD i somehow agreed too~ HAHAHAHAH^^

here, our group photo! <3

MONDAY, WEDNESDAY, FRIDAY, SATURDAY: erm.. lets skip them.. nth impt happened! (: dun feel like mentioning at all!! HEY HEY, i am starting to hate myself.. totally lost my interest in it le.. i even PONed training. and feel so guilty aft that.. but really cannot help it. =.= i hope my attitude will change soon! (: REALLY SOON~

you know, people are always not satisfied with wad they got.. and that is really sad. for example: children from developing countries are hoping to go to sch, yet students in SG refuses to go to sch or play truant. HEY!!! wad is the problem with us?!?!

just like me, who dun really know how to appreciate wad i have... u can read the previous post i wrote a few months ago.. and u read this now.. i feel like strangling myself. ): *sad case la*

TUESDAY 8 JUNE!!! YEAH~ finally get to go to my ganma house aft very very very very very LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..... yay! <3 wanted to acc them actually, but was doing wushu camp stuff. so seriously, didnt spend much time with them :( *SOBS* but it is OK!!! since tmr is thursday && there is nth on, HAHAHA^^ i am gonna enjoy myself with enzo and mirabelle!! (:

SATURDAY /SUNDAY... HEY!! i forgot wad happen.. sunday went my ahma's house. and everyone say i became more chubby.. BUT muahahah xD they say got "ROU" looks nicer.

but then, heii.. to me, it is still not a compliment.. SOOOOOO, I AM DETERMINED TO SLIM DOWN!! (: see, i have been waking up early in the morn and going for jogging k!? WOW!! kinda proud of myself. *mind over body*-->I DID IT! seriously, it is kinda diff to pull urself out of bed every morning just to jog ok?!!? it doesnt make sense at all! nobody would wan less sleep and go for a torturing jog instead! ;P

MONDAY! yay!! finally no wushu for the week. HAPPY LIKE MAD! xD err... jiaying, wailin and me meet up for the physics project stuff.. PROUD TO SAY, we fininshed evrything in just 1 session!! woohoo~ but whether isit good or not.. it DEPENDS (:

TUESDAY / WEDNESDAY! went back sch for wushu camp preparations!! renping and duncan came too! should not elaborate much since this is an OPEN blog.. and sec 1 and 2s can come anytime!!
must keep them in suspense first! HOPE that everything turns out fine! cos we spent alot of time preparing!! (: lets wish our hard work will pay off! <3

&& Horsetail ROCKS TTM!! xD HAHHAAHA^^

hey hey, anw, nasuha had been such a great friend!! keeping me accompanied this few days!! wee~ went to her house for HARRY POTTER! and out today to buy some things xD hahahaha^^ i think we really had fun these 2 days! woohoo~ *ENJOYED*

LASTLY, hey, take a look at this picture!
dont u find ziwei's eyes are smaller than mine?
and that... we doesnt looks similar at all?!?! we 3 siblings?
i think my 2 bros looks abit the same.. but not me. HOW SAD!! seriously.
just look at their nose.. it is so WOW!!
MUAHHAHAHA xD

2010-06-08T17:56:00.002+08:00

Hey people...
really very VERY SORRY!! i sort of loss my patience just now.. SORRY!
cos i started on the wushu stuff since like 2pm... everything was done by 3.30pm UNTIL duncan found that the price for food was wrong.. HOW STUPID CAN I BE!?!? hate myself for that la.. we were like discussing yesterday, & i knew smth was wrong, yet i didnt realise.. from $800+ (for the food) to $300+, when the no of people is reduced by only 10 out of 50... which is like not even half! so how can the price drop so MUCH!?!?!!? DAMN!!

anw, wad i am angry with is myself la.. I am here at my ganma's house aft wad seems like eternity, and thought that i should spend ample time with them. who know wad silly mistake i made. From 3.30pm, i need to do amendments until 4.45pm!!! so was kinda pissed.. really felt sorry for them.
i go there just to use their computer & eat?!!?!?! STUPID IDIOT SHITTTY ME!!

but nvm, at least the problem is found NOW, not during CAMP. or everything would become worst! it will turn out a chaos..

so, people, PLS ACCEPT MY SINCERE APOLOGY. i know my tone abit harsh just now.. but i am just angry, pekchek with myself, and therefore loss my patience. i mean no harm and am not complaining.. just feel so guilty now..
sorry duncan, who meant to help actually...><>
& shimin and pearlyn, for just throwing my tantrums at you with NO GOOD REASONS.
anw, SORRY PEEPS once agin!!! =.=
*i will control myself next time, i promise*

2010-06-03T18:45:00.005+08:00

WOW!! Didnt update for QUITE long alr.. Bleah): lost my interest in blogging! >< Hmm.. shall start from Monday!

MONDAY: went for AEM (physics course?) at NYP.. apparently, i dragged myself out of bed. HEY! it is the first day of hoilday ok? who in the world would like to wake up at 7am!?! haha, dun wan elaborate much on wad we learnt. It is just somehow related to protecting the earth(: COOL!! <3
i chose the RENEWABLE ENERGY course. 19 of us(from various classes) joined. had FUN and also get to know some frens better! xD

First day was kinda slack. aft the lecture, we were asked to use the comp to do some research on the Solar Cooker / Boat. we must made our own. grouped with wailin, jiaying and zarchi. but aft an hour, everyone started FACEBOOK-ING! went to Zarchi's house at night to complete our solar cooker and boat.. was rushing the moment i reached home.. sweated so much from running all the way to khatib even though i just bathed. ARGHH!!!
spent an hour doing the solar cooker =.= ... solar boat was worst! we dun hav the crocodile clip? and the motor cannot move. made us waste sooo much time OK!?
*PS: we are the grp which always strike lottery ok! all spoilt / incomplete equipments come to us.. Heiii..

Rushed to RP's house for a sleep over with Jiaenn, Shimin, Pearlyn, & Siowyun.. cos next day going to MALAYSIA!!! weehee~~ had sooo much fun! esp when we were all trying to sleep. hahaha xD nice memories with B-girls again!! slept at 12am and woke at 4! Tired ttm..

TUESDAY: HAHAHA!!^^ ENJOYED! (: initially, i thought it would be boring. but turned out to be quite fun! bus left at around 5.30-6am.. a LONGGGGGGGG 2 hour trip to Kluang, malaysia!
i was asleep throughout the ride. haha xD REACHED~ went to their "lecture theatre" for some presentation/ speech by principals. then headed to canteen for some food!

was then brought to different classes for lessons. Shimin, Pearlyn, Jiaenn and Me went to 3/4. OMG!! totally enjoy myself thr.. how i wish our class is half as lively and enthu! really prefer studying in this kind of environment... *sobs*
2 periods pass in a blink of an eye? played some games during chi lessons. students got back their math exam paper too.. those who failed really got beaten.. O.O teacher did not lie to us.

anw, seriously memorable la! the students in the class is always sooo HIGH!! <3 woohoo~~ all 4 of us hope that we can stay longer. but we need to go!!
had lunch somewhr near their domitory. aft which was some interactions with their CCA groups. As they do not have wushu!!, we joined the lion dance grp. OK la, the activities was alright!
Headed back to LT. the stage was damn small ok?!?! and our Ji Ti performance screwed up..
others was ok..

Left the sch and went to Dragonfruit Farm(sounds weird)? erm, had dinner thr with houseflies-.- had SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much 'fun' preventing them flying to my food.. GOSH! bloody disgusting la! ><

kk, thats bout it. I LOVE THIS TRIP!! <3

WEDNESDAY / THURSDAY / FRIDAY: -

wednesday.. we did smth on Biodiesel and Microbial Fuel Cell.. hahaha xD dun understand right? but nvm, cos i also dunno.. i think biodiesel is made by using cooking oil and methanol, etc.
then MFC is made with some yeast, methylene blue, and glucose? and smth related to anobe and cathobe. o.o

Thursday was better.. did BIO-degradable plastic. which means the plastic will decompose/disappear overtime! quite contradicting though. haha xD
FUN!! esp, when we mix the materials together and put in colouring. the best part was, WAILIN took out our moulds so perfectly that it looks damn NICE k?

this is the perfect one!

blue one not as perfect, the teacher 'destroyed' the sides.

jiaying me zarchi wailin + our product!

friday.. nth much la.. morn was lecture on water quality and tratment. BEST LECTURE in these 4/5 days. really interesting lor! the lecturer was quite amusing and fun too~
had a mini quiz and presentation in the aftnoon and off we go! SLACK DAY!

*The food the provide there was SUPERB!! damn nice and delicious ! the food is always cleared fast. SERIOUS! it is just that nice. i skipped my breakfast and lunch just to eat the refreshments!! OHHHH~ i LOVE it!!
**Really enjoyed myself this 5 days! woohoo~ although my holidays is reduced to 3 weeks. haha xD

AND lastly, ME AND CHRISTY!!

2010-05-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday ENZO!!! (23/5)

wow, enzo's bday celebration is on sunday.. just that didnt update!

see, he so sooo shuai & cute! xD

Zi Wei was damn HAPPY to see mirabelle!

love this pic^^

HERE!! their faamily pic! that's my gan-gege~!

and this!! my GREAT childhood friend, serene! mirabeele, ziwei and me!

this is Enzo's bday cake! and it is super sweer k?!?! xD

Here is enzo! He chose a book!

Haha, their Happy Faces! <3

TODAY: hahaha.. tired day? Walkajog, Bazaar, Sports Carnival. haha, i am too lazy to elaborate. but it was quite FUN and SUCCESSFUL! xD

many alumnis came back today? including my bro and duncan! and my stupid bro took duncan's thumbdrive today without telling me -.- make me soooo ANXIOUS in the morn, wondering why it lost suddenly. plus he makes me almost late for sch! becos i was searching for it! && i still came back in the aftnoon and flip the whole hse over for it. Grrrrr... ><

IDOT la, my bro dun even know how to write a note =.= but anw, thk goodness it is with him. or i will nv ever forgive myself and dunno how answ to duncan. Pheww...

haha, ok la. tmr last day of sch. miss see me for a long long time.. if not it will be another mnth before we meet again! getting back report book too! SCARED! wanna see how "WELL" i did... with L1R5 rreaching 20. tsk tsk. pray hard!!

2010-05-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

DOTZ... damn pek chek now. idiot blogger. forget it la!!!
I AM NOT GOING TO TYPE ALL OVER AGAIN!!!
just thks serene for ur acc today. and duncan for ur thumbdrive!

2010-05-22T20:46:00.004+08:00

~SATURDAY~

Wohhoo~~ today is AWESOME! tomorrow would be too! hahahaha xD
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
woke up at 7.30 am today! early hor?!?! that explains why i am sooo tired now.
went to yishun mrt to meet up with the rest before heading to common wealth sec. have lots of fun along the way!! (:
blah blah.. registration was so long, and briefing so short.
LOL. our facilitator is Yida? from RJC!! wow, cool!
went for lunch aft briefing! and wohoo~ i got to sit on a double decker bus aft MANY MANY YEARS!! so nan-de right?!?!!? now seldom see double-deck bus. hahahaha

LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR!! mr ENZO's png 1st bday! wohoo~~
love him alot alot. shall take lots of pic.
haha xD
will update more next time. yeah!!!

2010-05-19T20:19:00.007+08:00

WTH!! totally pissed off. spoil my mood. i know my result sucks! but her reaction dun hav to be like these right?!?! i finally got the courage to tell her my results are not that good. and without asking for my marks, she started saying wad use too much computer, watch too much video, etc. Heii..

actually, to be honest, although my results really not very good, but still, i am quite satisfied with some. eveen though it means Bs and Cs. at least i knew i did put in effort in revising and studying! FORGET IT!! i got nth to say.. wonder wad will happens when i tell her i almost failed my chi. HECK CARES LA!

"I always choose to be in good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be the victim or choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it."

"You choose how you react to situations.
You choose how people will affect your mood.
You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood.
It's your choice how you live your life."

2010-05-16T12:16:00.005+08:00

How i wish i have those innocent smiles. xD

Woohoo~ YESTERDAY was great!! and so was the day before!
~
FRIDAY: went to my ganma house!!! FINALLY manz... soooooo long nv go visit them alr. mirabelle was sooo happy to see me, and i was sooo happy to see her.
enzo also grew quite alot.. time pass really fast.. he's gonna turn 1 on the 23rd!! cannot believe. from one tiny, skinny little monster to one that is sooooo AWFULLY adorable now!

ENZO!! pic spoiled due to the lousy quality :( he still looks cute though.

haha, dunno where he learns this from.. almost laugh my head off.

thks ganma for ur wonderful dinner!! although i really really really wanted to go on a diet.. but the FRIED chicken wings are too appealing that i cannot resist the temptation!! OH NO!!!
just love her cooking sooo much ><

SATURDAY!!
went to jiaying's house!! once in a blue moon ok?! woohoo~ dtermined to burn some fats off with the help of the facilities found in her condo. was first to reach thr.. waiting for wailin's, lydia's and jiaying's arrival(jy went to fetch them). was thinking of meteor garden meanwhile. OH! btw, i alr finish the WHOLE show le. on friday itself. WOW!! i wanna watch again! thks shimin for ur superb recommendation (:

they finally came. went to jiaying's hse for some egg tarts first! nice^^ home-made one leh.. impressive? haha.. then we went to the gym.
kinda proud that i lost 130 calories.. but thats nth compared to wad i eat la.. and we estimate the speed at which mr chang walk. about 8km/h!! ok la, too exagerated. maybe 7km/h? LOL xD u can go try, it is really fast ok?! sweat quite alot even though we are in an air-conditioned room.

LOL

aft that, we went for badminton.. the mosquito bites were intolerable. i think i got 10 bites when others got only 1 or 2!?! pathetic. haha xD
jiaying's bro came to join us... played for bout an hour before we stopped. TIRED.

jiaying in action!

and WAILIN!!

and me!!

sorry, but thr is no pic of lydia since she was the one taking. haha!! thks anw. (:
on our way back, we were like trying to confuse jiaying's bro. kinda fun. he is really erm.. GULLIBLE? sooo easily scammed even though we got confused ourselves and accidentally said truth>< we only tell him when we left. LOL xD

next was swimming.. lydia didnt bring her swimming costume. so was forced to wear jiaying's undersized one. and erm.. ya, GREAT, she was skinny, so can squeeze in!^^ we forced her to go down the water cos she didnt know how to swim. but with the help of the float, she survived!! Wohoo~~ we even sing twinkle twinkle little star under water. LOL.. sound travels in a medium!

jiaying's mum also prepared alot of things for us! chicken wings, waffles, soy milk, etc. DELICIOUS!! yea, and obviously, the calories we burnt came back all at once! haha, overall, the trip was really fun. see, it wasss soo rare to see wailin joining us, and to have jiaying inviting us to her house. LOL xD so we should really treasure this opportunity!! yeah, and i did!! THKS JY!! and ur family as well (:

*RANDOM*

see see, i got burnt by the iron.
DAY 1-- the part was red. but not "cut" was not very obvious

Day 2: no more red. but the cut became BLACK!!

**hope that tmr would be a better day. JIAYOU to all!! (:

2010-05-13T17:01:00.004+08:00

SURVIVED

PHEW!! FINALLY. i can slack for as long as i want. i really hoped this kind of feeling will last forever~ it is as if it is after O-levels le. how i wish so!

but u see, there are always challenges in life. one after another. like aft PSLE, we will need to sit for o-levels, then A-level, then in university. even when u step out in the society, u will have to face the crowd. Heiis...

love this show!! thks shimin for lending me the disc. got so addicted by it that i watch 1 episode everyday even during exam period. TSK..
and well, i find the storyline very similar to mine.
thats why i got the urge to continue watching to find out wad happens in the end. the courage 杉菜 got is really impressive.
i did smth quite unexpected of myself today. I AM REALLY SORRY!! i will try to 弥补 the things i owe.

2010-05-01T10:55:00.005+08:00

CCHY WUSHU WUSHU WUSHU!! <3

belle and enzo <3

Koko's Bday super early celebration yesterday!!
HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY!! 4/5/1993 (:

HEHEHE^^ family photo.. looks idiotic la..>< LOL

Presenting my FAVOURITE couple!! xD

SEE!! i wearing skirt.. LONG one ok?!?!

lastly, LOVE my pri sch frens. just realise haven seen and talk to them for long.
haha^^ includes xinhui too~ hoped to have a chance to go out tgt!!

OK, MYE is already here!! YOU CANT deny :( we just wrote 4 COMPOS yesterday!! pathetic.. haha^^ BEST OF LUCK TO ALL!! jiayou jiayou for these few days/ week. and we can celebrate like mad aft that (:

2010-04-26T17:02:00.001+08:00

ARGHHH...
headache.. feeels giddy this few days leh.. OMG!! cant afford to be sick. exam is only this friday!!

2010-04-24T19:40:00.005+08:00

fri-- SCHOOL. soo looking forward to this day. but still dreaded waking up early in the morn! OH! we got our medals in sch on thurs!! and erm,, haha xD we really heard ____ said well lan loud and clear. PS, it is so obvious. sorry, no offence.
blah blah blah~ amath. ms woo so bad lor. she keep on criticising us (3H). goot back our quiz result. ya, alot peop failed the quiz. but liyi got full marks u know!?! impressive. we clapped and she scolded us. Zzz.. her tone is just bad!
oh, did i mention before many teachers keep on comparing 3H with 4H? it is super annoying ok! i know we are not as good. but must they say until like that?! Seriously lor, are they telling us this to make us more sensible and "ji fa" us, or complaining?

ok, nvm. 2.4km aft that. hate it la. cos i feel like dying aft the 2nd round? is the same feeling everytime i run. MIND OVER BODY. good method to train our determination! ran with pearlyn! glad that she didnt stop! haha xD her aim leh. LOL xD didnt see my motivator running infront of me aft the 2nd round^^ cos she is way ahead of us!!
aft sch, stayed back with pearl, toh, nas. went library to help pearlyn revise her work? shimin was mostly teaching la. i doing my own stuff. LOL. thinking of making cards for the teachers. HEii, headache =.=

~24 APRIL 2010~

OHH.. i am missing the days with B-girls le.. LOL xD everytime aft an outing with wushu warriors will have this kind of feeling de.. *sobs*

okok, today was another super FUN day out with the warriors. mdm goh, ms wong, Coach RG treated us with a SUMPTUOUS meal!! went to SAKURA @ yio chu kang thr. had buffet lunch? first time i eat until feel like vomiting ok?!! not becos it taste awful, BUT becos all the food are SOOOoo.. mouth-watering that i ate until i felt like exploding!! was like somehow "pairing up" with jiaenn. LOL. we took the food tgt, eat tgt, i explod-ED tgt. first round was the best la! cos very hungry mah. then food really taste great!
SUPER NICE LA!! but then, i still feel very full now even though i didnt have dinner.

went to AMK hub aft that. for DIgestion to take place? and also, heii, to spend some time with one another (: went to random places la. just walk here and thr without any real motive. went to cinema.. actually want watch de><>

i really hoped thr will be another outing some day.. i hope B-girls wont leave.

PS: the meal for 25 peop cos around $600!!! super expensive!!

PSS: THANKS TOH for the cd i longed for!! thks alot for lending me (: muahaha xD tyty!! <3>

PSSS: Renping BULLIED me~~ keep aiming at me for no good reason ;X unglam pics all in her camera la.. WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU DE!!

sorry, no pics! cos not unploaded in fb yet >.<

2010-04-18T19:25:00.007+08:00

B-Girls FOREVER~~

happy post!! there is so much to say. ok, lets start from friday!!

reached sch quite late. aft assembly, straight away started training at sports hall. everybody soo tensed up and nervous. i am one of those. SUPER worried for jitiquan!! trust me, no joking k?
headed off to CCHM.

Jitiquan was the 3rd event. 8.03 --> not bad eh? tied with manjusri-.- everyone felt so sien.. haha, but still got 2nd!! CCHM obviously beat us. but we are determined to make history next year^^ LOL xD

next was C-girls "FU CHEN". ya, they did a WONDERFUL JOB!! 7.98 (: kinda proud of them cos although they made some mistakes and did not win, but it is their best performance! most synchronized one^^
B-boys is also GREAT! the score was MUCH higher than wad we expected. maybe it is due to our cheers!! screaming at the top of our lungs.

Jitijian. hahaha.. unexpected results. wasnt really a good. keeping tripping myself, hitting myself, slipping over, etc. 8.13!! SHOCKING rresult. was expecting a 7+ marks.
haha xD still remember when it was manjusri's turn. we were like praying thr. HOPING they wont beat us. when we hear got 8.06, our first reaction was ARGH!!! scream. then we realised people were staring at us, and off we went, running away with embarrassment. LOL.

tera!! CCHY WUSHU ROCKS!!

SATURDAY-- woke up damn unwillingly. 6am on a BEAUTIFUL SATURDAY MORNING!! spoil our mood.
WENT TO WOODLANDS first. STUPID IDIOT OLD SHITTY UNCLE. cheat my $3!! i help u, u help me. ya, so FUNNY ah? you will get ur retribution one day!!
btw, i found that people in woodlands dun donate money. people frm YEWTEW are WOW!! helpfull to the MAX!! change our destination half way. give up on woodlands. plus some teacher chased us away.

super tiring!! my parents and ziwei came to sch. hahaha xD no need walk home. lunched at KHATIB CENTRE.
homed~ bathed~ hmwk-ed~ out to meet renping, pearlyn, shimin, jiaenn. buy ingredients for the STEAMBOAT @ RP's house. (:(:(: grass jelly is SUPER delicious that day. soo many ingredients added xD
had a GREAT time at renping's house. she refuse to sit down and eat. this leads to violence and force. LOL, jkjk. realised she can get along VERY VERY well with her "maid"? more like a fren lor! she can speak chinese!! IMPRESSIVE!

LOVE RENPING FOREVER!!~

many left by 10.30pm. only the B-girls, jiaenn, kaijun, duncan, darren left. really dont feel like leaving renping's hse. dun like the feeling. although it is not like we will nv see her again, but still TRAININGS would be without her. no more renping to play with and talk to.
FINALLY, it was time to leave. WE CRIED. ya, renping too~ so touching --> the scene. hahaha xD diff to control k? was laughing and crying away with pearlyn down the stairs. CRAZY.

was wondering. we are alr soo unwilling to be apart NOW. wad would happen on the last day when renping graduate. OMG!! dun wanna think wad will happen lor..

2010-04-15T20:18:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY!!

hehe, wondering last day wad? muahahaa xD WUSHU COMPETITIION la!! have mixed feeling. Happy, Sad, Nervous, Excited... i dunno leh. tmr is the last day of ANNUAL national wushu competition? i soo hate competition, but then, if u got nth to aim for, then thr is no point learning and training soooo HARD! yep, so 有竞争才有进步!!

okok, TMR!!! omg, i happy, i not. er, wadever.

JIAYOU WUSHU WARRIORS!! for tmr's grp event^^ B-girls, C-girls, B-boys !!

tmr, is the last day, so lets strive for th best! <3

though i am really really scared, but i will do my very very best. omg, i will go pray tonite><

hah, just realise didnt talk bout my bro for very long alr. LOL. he is smtimes irritating, but also fun attimes. WEIRD GUY. CRAZY too. he can cry non stop for hours for like stupid reasons, which is so damn annoying!! that is when i hate him.

hahaha xD but when he sing the photosynthesis song with me just now, he was so CUTE!! his smile is really nice. cant imagine that is my handsome little bro. LOL. ok, i am just crapping~

2010-04-11T13:39:00.001+08:00

NICE ONE><

2010-04-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

I'm proud of you today
despite your injuries, you still displayed your best performance ever
keep it up
ppl who are good in Wushu and endured the painful trainings will certainly be successful in life later
-Coach RG.

touched~ kinda disapopointed now, although i felt that i really did my best la.. BUT STILL.. there is some kind of emptiness?
although jiaolian said i did well, but i still felt i abit GU FU him leh. RG i mean. he really treat me well. yes, VERY!! felt really grateful and ... dunno how describe la. (: HE IS GREAT!! well, to me, he really is!

my results sucks. ya, first to compete. LOST BALANCE, hands touched carpet. OHHHH.. that was what i heard. abit sien. cos it is alr the last part. but still completed the routine^^
7.65 only!!-.- seriously it sucks. so i am still wondering why jiaoliann said it was my best performance. so mao dun. but still, wad he wrote made me teared. kk, thats all.
tomorrow will be a better day!!

JIAYOU PEARLYN, WEEJOON, DARREN! (:

give it ur best shot!! JYJY <3

2010-04-07T18:24:00.005+08:00

<-- see sooooo CUTE!! (:

WOW, suddenly feel soooo motivated to post.

haha, LOL. aft looking at pearlyn's post. Hmm, tmr is my DAY!! omg, i DAMN SCARED + NERVOUS now. i really dunno wad to say la. just hope i can really do my best. still, being the forst out of 22 still stressed me up abit. hope i remain calm, and yep, JIAYOU!! chill, no more complaining (:

YUPS, JIAYOU B-GIRLS!!

&& OF CUS, OUR BELOVED WUSHU TEAM!!

**congrats to jiaenn, ivory and kimberley on getting their medals^^ hahahaha!!! <3 SO HAPPY!! jiayou jiayou!! continue to do us proud!! (:

this is abit no link la,LOL
i intended to post this pic during SM's bday, but forgot!!! ><
seee our cute faces when we were 1+years younger xD haha, LOL.
jiayou girl..! (:

2010-03-31T21:07:00.002+08:00

TOTALLY HOPELESS...

only can count myself unlucky. no one to blame... April is a busy month.. WUSHU COMPETITION, SPORTS DAY, NAPFA TEST.

and given my condition now, i cannot participate in any!! really feel like dying leh. -.- dunno why this year i suddenly feel motivated to run for sports day, and ermm hopefully, get a medal for competition. IN THE END, ... heii. seriously i also dunno wad happen to me leh. yap, it is at my back, but also not really back wad. somewhr near my hip or spine? considered back bah? ya, wadever, the doct also nv tell me wad happen. it hurts when i stand up, twist, or bend my body.

went training today.. and really CannotMI la. i did so badly and i was telling myself to bare the pain till i finish the routine. really want give up my individual routine. but on the other hand, it is like really very wasted and ya, also because i dunwan make the condition worst. HOW?!?!? grp event is also another BIG BIG worry. cos it is not ONLY me, it involves the whole grp!! && i dunwan my grp to lose becos of me..

seeing B-girls doing grp event today, while me sitting down thr, feeling so helpless and hopeless. aiya, i dunno how describe la, just feel really bad. and i dunno wad to do now. hopefully, i can recover and compete in grp event. LETS ENDURE TO THE VERY END!!

sports day is tmr. well, kind of missed my chance to run. ran 1500m yesterday. the results really very bad la, 7th out of 9? think so. but am not really very sad. i am actually happy cos i completed the race!! (: feel so proud of myself xD LOL.

and congrats to those who went into finals, or alr got a medal!! renping, yingjie, siowyun, pearlyn, shimin. haha, all wushu people worh!! hehehe^^

i am determined to take a long long break aft wushu competiton. to heal my injuries until it is completely FINE. i hope APRIL can pass really fast.. but, well, IT is not even 1st april!! LOL xD

hope all wushu warriors can do well in competition!!

JIAYOU AND GOODLUCK !!

hmm, if i am not injured or wadsoever next year, i shall nv complain which day i am competing, whom i am competing with, my position (ie. thie first to perform), etc. cos it is really a rare opportunity and u shld be grateful to be able to compete. appreciate wad u have now. dun miss the opportunity.

~so JIAYOU WARRIORS!! <3

2010-03-26T16:11:00.004+08:00

就想赖着你 damn nice!!! SERIOUSLY la, although i know nobody go watch it. haha, my entertainment (: hehehe!! i finish all episodes le. like FINALLY! xD go tudou watch. got 28 episodes. just watch the kissing part and feel sooo ____. i dunno how describe. but it is damn nice.. abit touching, mushy and OMG, i dunno how say la. muahaha xD although it makes my hair stand, but then seeing yang guo and yuping(ella & jerry yan) finally tgt aft overcoming sooooo many obstacles is really quite touching lor. plus funny too~ was laughing every time i watch the show (: go watch go watch!! ok, i wanna continue watching. sooo cyou!

2010-03-20T19:41:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO MY DEAREST GANMA!! 18/03 (:

Tera!! picture of the day: my Ganma & ganpa!!

my gan-gege and his wifey. plus mirabelle and enzo= ONE BIG FAMILY^^

my 2nd gan gege and his wife!!^^

enzo, ganpapa, me :x, mirabelle

NICE!

the restaurant. see if u can see the words anot. xD

mira, me, enzo!

haha!! a blur one, but quite nicec la. look at mirabelle! her smile is really sweet (:

tera!! my cousin and me, when we were young. CUTE eh?!!?! haha, no link with the previous pics.

2010-03-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

Oh God, what ROTTEN LUCK.

u might as well ask me to go die..

competition starts in another 18 days.. yet, not only am i NOT prepared, problems are adding on which makes situation worse!!

my back(the GEN or wadever la) is aching like hell. i cannot even sit down or stand up porperly! how u expect me to train. WTF :/

Die. say "I'm doomed!"

1 year of hardwork wasted-.-

2010-03-15T20:33:00.004+08:00

Group event used to be fun. but it is not now.. -.-
competition is round the corner.. yet i am not up to standard. DIE!!
i dunwanna pull them down.
i think i need to reflect on myself.

2010-03-13T17:47:00.003+08:00

Sec 3 Camp 2010 @ BINTAN rocks (:

great time spent with 3H'10. overall, the camp was enjoyable and memorable. yep, i will never forget the time we spent together as a class & the TOILET & the dormitory. LOL.
the activities were really interesting and exciting. plus, this camp really helps quite alot in class bonding! through the activities and of cus, the preparation for campfire performance.

wed(1st Day)-- reached sch at round 6am? took the bus and headed for Tenah Merah Ferry Terminal. was so afraid i would feel giddy. to make matter worse, it was raining! HEAVILY. how suey right? -.- ok, wadever, i was not giddy anw. took a bus thr, with queenie entejrtaining me. slept for quite awhile too~ reached, SETTLED down, and we went to do CIP. enoyable(: made chicken fence. so fun & cool. we get to saw wood, which is really difficult. but the people thr can do thiis in less than 10 sec. WOW~!! scarry.. we did hammering, saw-ing, and the most exciting part, we get to catch chickens!! i was so excited at first. in the end, when we step into the field (whr the chicken went to when we were building the fence-- open field), the guys started chasing them. in the end, i was the one who was scared by the chickens. cos, they were like running in a bunch towards me. AWFULLY SCARY.. shimin also did a good job scaring queenie using a LEAF! :P
was half dead when we walk back to LOOLA resort which requires a 15-20mins walk. oh..
had dinner, debrief, and did some preparing for the following day's campfire performance. JIAEE rocks(: she really is funny & got leadership. Haha!! FUN!

thurs(2nd Day)-- best day? cos we really get to enjoy ourselves (: hehe^^ woke up early in the morning. sweating like hell.. cos i slept on the bed that was below (ie. double decker bad). the air not really circulated? HOT!!

breakfast.. then we did the obstacles thingy? quite challenging. but really fun helping others, and seeing others go RED><

next NEXT, flying fox.. into the sea!!! YEAH, really into the sea. quite fun la. found it scary climbing up the stairs. looks like it nv ends + it is really high.. SCARY.. kenna splash by my fellow classmates when i reached the bottom. tsk tsk. didnt know wad they were up to at first. LOL.

ms woo did that too~~ muahahah xD found that she is quite a poor thing? always bullied by us. but yeah, she ROCKS!! her island named palau woochang^^ would nv be forgotten by 3H'10!

~~skip skip~~ went for seaflat walk aft bathing. COOL!! really, i swear. the tides were really low. and u get to sea see creatures u nv see before! eg. sea cucumber!! starfish!! etc. sea cucmber is really dissgusting><

aft bathing and having lunch, we did the skywalk. THRILLING! (: nv thought i would survive. u have to walk on the log, without any support, and jump down!! it is exactly how u feel when u commit suicide. dun ever try it!! but quite fun!! once again, ms woo was saboed.

archery was next. managed to shoot 2 arrows on the board. yeah, out of 5. haha xD not bad la.

Coconut tree climbing aft that. didnt wanna try, cos my legs were really aching and tired. but ms woo asked me to try.. so well, at least i tried EVERYTHING. no regrets (:

dinner, then campfire. kinda boring? not very well organised. but still enjoyable (:

3rd day-- hill trek early in the morn. TIRED. realised i dun really have stamina. was panting halfway through -.- the way up seems like eternity. FINALLY, we reached the top, took pic, and went down. unfortunately, we were damn unlucky cos it rained. it make the soil turn into mud. which makes it really slipery. haha!! half the peop in the class butt's is dirty. LOL. cos they were sliding all the way! haha^^ got a sense of achievement when we reached the bottom!! seriously man^^ kind of enjoy the whole trek.

next was boom net. sooo exciting. also have the feeling of commiting suicide. but fun! plus it can help in washing the dirt on our pants and shoes (:

ok, overall, this camp was really a success. really enjoyed myself. putting back all my hmwk, troubles, and stress. THATS SOOOOOOOO GOOD!! well, but it only happens once in a blue moon. so must treasure. i think the next time i can really relaxed shld be next year's EOY holiday. pathetic yeah? hmm, anw, i really get to know my frens better through this camp. esp, those from 2D last year? special thks to shimin, jiaee, wanru for their great leadership, and also sean who keep the class lively. yeah, actually i found there was quite alot of interesting people in our class!! well, i just love 3H'10 (:

2010-03-09T19:36:00.005+08:00

I AM LEAVING SG tmr!!

wish me luck. haha!! LOL. ok la, nth to write about. cya on friday.

VON VOYAGE.

hope i wont have motion sickness-- vomit on the ship. YUCKS!

GOOD LUCK AND BYE TO ALL!! (:

PS. oh, and thks all for cheering me up! haha^^ thks!! i am back to normal le la. haha(:

2010-03-06T19:05:00.001+08:00

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I DUN WANNA GO SCHOOL!! I DUNWAN LIVE IN THIS WORLD!! -.-

2010-03-05T21:15:00.005+08:00

this show really very nice!

OMG!! i cant believe CT is over!!

i am dreaming? if not just kindly slap me up.. seriously i hope i have been dreaming all this while. i wish that i can stay in kindergarten, where no problems & exams would stress me!!
when i can just go to my ganma's house aft sch and play with serene! when i only have a few spelling test instead of QUIZ, CLASS TEST, COMMON TEST, MID YEAR EXAM, & EOY exam!! like wtf, it is 5x the work load! can u believe it?!?!?

pls, i got a weak heart, dun scare me with things like this.. i need someone who i can really pour out my troubles to, who knows & understands me inside-out. not only physically, but also understand how i feel and can give me wise advice. MIXED FEELINGS.. shit!

mon-thurs + fri morn = torturous!! study like mad.. yet the papers are like ___. upper sec teachers are all sadistic.. aiyoo.. ok la, actually there are only 2. && they are tera!! Amath and chem teacher. tsk, they love to give SUPERB DIFFICULT TEST and make us all fail. LOL. hahah^^ can u believe? mr chang actually set our CT chem paper. it was so difficult, yet he came into our classroom and laugh at us. -.- hahaha^^ sounds funny hor?
DIE AH.. my math-es, sci-es, languages, combined humans all CMI. if i can pass my chem and bio and el, i would be happy already! (:
MON & TUES IS MY DOOM DAY.. getting back test papers!! die ah die ah..

OH!! btw, we going for SEC 3 camp next wed!! i am sooo excited!! cant wait to go.. the activities sounds very fun leh.. hahhahah^^ just hope i wont get burned too much! cannot afford to turn BLACK. or i would need a few months time to get back to normal.

there is a sports day trial run thingy in sch today. sch ends at 12.35pm. yet the trial run starts at 4pm!! it was even delayed. nvm, as wailin dun let us go to her house and play with DINO! , me and jiaying went to my ganma's house instaed. haha!! so long nv see her le! enzo is as cute as he always was. LOVE HIM!! thks for the cake, biscuit and drinks! love ya.. (:

OK, shall end the post here.. I MUST ENDURE wushu training till competition end!! (:

2010-02-26T20:55:00.006+08:00

COMMON TEST IS ROUND THE CORNER!! i am tensed..
SCHOOL IS NOT ENJOYABLE. stress is the only word i can use to describe.
LIFE ISN'T ENJOYABLE EITHER. how i wish i dun live in this world.
FRIENDS MAY NOT ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.. u have to depend on yourself..
MY YOUNGER BROTHER IS INSANE. hope he would be back to normal. totally pissed off.
HOW I WISH I'VE BEEN DREAMING ALL THIS WHILE. I WANNA WAKE UP & START ALL OVER AGAIN~
i dunwan to face the reality.. i am a coward -.-

overall:
life sucks totally..

2010-02-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS GREAT!!

hehe^^ was soo excited in the morning. went to COACH's house!! wee~~ was having alot of trouble finding a suitable clothe to wear. tsk.. soooo mafan -.- i dun dare wear skirt, cos CONFIRM no one will wear? but if i wear THAT shirt & that pants, it looks really too casual. so i took out SOOO many clothes to try on. wasted so much time -.- heii, very diff to describe. && finally, i anyhow wear cos really need to go or we will be late. BUSed with nas to interchange. in the end really late. LOL. met them & off we go! had a mini hide a seek with __. lol, scaryyy -.-

aft we alight from the bus, we went to find coach's house ourself, with the twenty++ people walking in a grp, we look like a bunch of GANGSTERS. LOL. finally, we reached!! hahaa^^ ate meesiam. not bad. i love that chicken!! taste really nice. but didnt dare eat too much. cos i just jog 8 rounds under my block yesterday!! CURRENTLY TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT (:

~~skip skip~~ played blackjack! is like FINALLY. i win smth. a few cents la. LOL. had fun? today's luck not bad, but coach's is better. LAN, GUAN, YANG jiaoian also came for a little little while.

played mahjong aft playing blackjack. you know, it is really FUN!! haha xD like sitt down for a while then need leave alr. not shuang enough -.- hahaha xD went home arnd 5pm. reached home at rnd 6++.

surprisingly, my mum's fren was still thr!! and hahah!! most imptly, there was a DOG!! i love it(: not as crazy as wailin's dog. super cute this dog. it's name was meeko. 1 year ++. had lots of fun with it. how i wish i could have a dog. it keep on hugging people's arm and legs. LOL. but it is quite a good dog. it follows instructions i can say? Hmm.. i miss it!! the next time i sees it would be next year. SOBS -.- MEEKO!! hahah xD miss it. i REALLY LOVE ANIMALS!!

PS: my father have been irritating. dun like him. stingy pig. -.- pissed!

2010-02-12T22:33:00.004+08:00

LUNAR NEW YEAR IS COMING really really SOON!!~
so excited worh!! 14th feb 10 is such a special day!! it is CNY, valentines day and JIAENN's bday! LOL xD

seriously i dunno when to start? wow!! it has been almost a week since a post.. how busy can i be? tsk tsk.. i dun think i can recall anything..

mon-- ms goh nv come for geog lesson. was damn pekchek.. our class is way WAY behind time le, yet people dun wanna stay backk for extra lesssons teacher gave us. abit sien diao -.- why cant i either get better marks or lousier marks last year?!?! -.- heii, u wont understand wad i mean de.. DISAPPOINTED! :(

tues-- same old thing? lessons as usual. ms goh didnt come again. -.- slacked in the comp lab.. GRRRR... lunched with queenie aft sch. she abit sort. opps, sorry is ALWAYS! lol xD went back to class.. started blowing balloons which were.. OMG!! damn scary. i dare to blow, but not tie.. lucky nas was thr to help us all.. haha^^ THKS! she sacrificed her hands to touch our saliva. LOL.

due to the help, we were late for training. haha><

wed-- OMG.. nv looking forward to this day.. diamissal 3.30pm!! so horrible ;p Ms Kaur nv come for SS!! i was like SOOOOO happpy? haha xD LOL, jkjk. she is tooo scary.

also stayed back for a little while aft class. for class deco? final touchup before judging day. ~skip skip skip~

went to buy jiaenn's present at sunplaza with Kaichun? hmm.. pen and notebook.

thurs-- morning was as per normal. sad case: ms woo say she luckily got another extra period with us on fri. LOL. she gonna return us our quiz ans SDT. tsk.. wasnt looking forward.. AT ALL. knew i did badly. ): assembly-- green club thingy? mrs choo show us 3 videos? quite interesting!! everyone should help protect earth! dun sleep with aircon on, etc. maybe the world wont end in 2012 & can also help reduce natural disaster? this is sucha sad thing man.. dunwan future generation to suffer.

next was presentation by mr ng? to be honest, i was half awake & half asleep throughout. fire drill thingy? although it is for our safety, it realli is B.O.R.I.N.G. yes, seriously. keep slapping myself awake. LOL.

fri-- PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF. watch it with pearlyn, kaichun and darren. later the elaborate.

muahaha xD CONGRATULATE 3H for getting 1st for CNY deco. must really thks jiaee, wanru, xunlin, and their grp. haha!! our hard work paid off (:

too bad we werent thr to share our joys. we were at YISHUN SEC!! sobs.. missed the entire CCHY celebration -.- didnt get to clap for my bro and my frens when they go up to stage to receive awards. ><

haha, but we got 2 oranges and chocolates for performing at YSS. hahaha^^ HAPPY (:

went back to schh, took pic.. and rushed back to class. didnt manage to lao yu sheng!! sad man. didnt even eat. ate tidbits etc. NICE!! everyone seems sooo HIGH.

aft that went AMK hub with P, D, KJ, and JQ. shimin didnt go :(i think she was tired.. or wad. then went mac for lunch. aft that go watch movie. JQ didnt join us. i was scared quite a no. of time. SOUND EFFECT WAS HORRIBLE. the women with smake hair was ___ LOL. very funny. hahaha^^ not that bad, the show. quite nice. but still HARRY POTTER is nicer!

gfreat day spent, i can say. ENJOYABLE. (:

TODAY-- ate reunion LUNCH. haha xD steamboat. nice. elaborate next time. TOgether with wad happen the nest few days. I AM A BUSY PERSON. gtg.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2010-02-07T10:23:00.004+08:00

.... thats alll i can say.

Seriously i feel that blogging isnt the best way vent my frustration on.. no privacy, cannot elaborate -.- sien man.. sooo many things stuck inside me. studies, wushu,, etc etc. just makes me feel like crying everytime -.- *sobs* ok la, at least i got my own diary. but HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL-->nobody shall get to see it. not even my parents!

ok, ~~~skip skip~~~
thurs-- forgotten wad happen le -.- i have poor memory. actually, everyday is like the same lor. go school, study, etc. nth much?

fri-- Zzz.. FRIDAY NOT a friday. stayed back for project and class deco. like wth. until 5pm!!! how pathetic! didnt expect myself to be that late? actually planned alot of things ahead of me le. go home, sleep, play comp, slack, wait for my bro, hmwk, etc etc!! && i didnt actually go according to plan-nED. class deco was WOW!! the tiger very nice!! ^^ everybody left the classroom at bout 3.30-4pm. left me, yunqian and kaichun. actually, i stayed back to accompany yunqian de. how can i leave her alone?!?! aiyo.. she was damn pekchek with the golden pen. cos no ink. && we apparently somehow destroyed the tiger. but then muahahah xD ... we managed to make it look all perfect again!!
poor yunqian!! her pe shirt and pants or dirty. the goden paint or wad de. poor thing man.. hope you can wash those staints off.
mrt-ed home with kaichun, since yunqian wanna wait for jingyi.

sat-- tsk tsk.. tiriing day. feel like dozing off the whole day -.- woke at at 8++ then went temple to pay respect to my grandma? so hot thr? regretted wearing black shirt! it absorbs sunlight!! aft that, went to the factory thr to buy rou gan for my ganma!! then headed off to yishun & khatib. reached sch at round 12.30? shimin pearlyn darren they all thr le. i started to do my tuition hmwk. dunno wad i am scribbling on my draft paper. all messy!! cos i wrote it the day before at 12am!! so.. i had a hard time figuring out wad to write. training was ok. PT also ok. not too tiring? played the "limbo" game isit? haha!! train our flexibilty of our back. LOL. ok la, quite fun.. though i much prefer the ball game.

aft training, headed to admiralty for dinner. shimin went home to get her stuff. the scrapbook and address. eat at koufu? then me, jiaenn, renping, shimin, pearlyn, darren, junquan mrt-ed to jurong east. then waited for kaichun thr, before going to redhill. THKS TO JIAENN AND RENPING for keeping me accompanied during this long long journey!! really grateful (: thks loads!!
the wushu tee done le!! BLUE is the colour!! not bad leh, out idea. hope it come out nice. haha^^ had a shopping thr looking at diff designs of other shirts dine by other schs.
by the time everything was done, it waws alr 9.30pm. they had supper somewhr near thr. LOL. me still busy trying to finish my hmwk ASAP. then FINALLY, mrt-ed home. SOOO feel like sleeping. cannot tahan. my father came to fetch me!! hahahah^^ thks (: bathed and wrote in my diary. then SLEPT!! the happiest thing on earth!! LOL

I just HOPE TOMORROW WOULD BE A BETTER DAY. yes, i seriously hope so.

2010-02-03T18:49:00.003+08:00

Haha,, was rubbing my eyes using my shirt just now, and realised my shirt smells very nice!! the DETERGENT (: muahaha ^^
OMG!! it is alr wednesday.. kind of dun believe it. this week is pass quite blur-ly. i dun really know what i am doing. almost half awake everyday.. was trying to wake myself up but cant!! SHIT!

hmm,, can see that i am obviously slacking now. cos tomorrow no much hmwk to hand in & also no test!! oh, talking bout test, my Amath gonna flunk alr!! like damn difficult can!?!?! and ms woo's target for us is: "ok la, since this is the first test, 8 person fail." before i started on the test and heard her say that, i am like Zzz.. look down on us. in the end, i am quite sure i will CONFIRM be one of the failures. dun believe? we see la. smart people like those guys at the back,, heeiyo, sure can pass ms woo's SUPERB DIFFICULT TEST -.-

tomorrow got wushu again -.- dun like tues training lor!?!?! very slack + sien = NO GAIN = waste my time -.- understand?!? with new sec 1s, and sooo little jiaolians, our training not really beneficial. heii... i still feel that saturday's training is the BEST! (:

ok, wadever -.- MUAHHAHA!! friday is coming soon~ my favourite day! can go home early!! sleep early!! use comp, etc etc.. hahaha.. SOOOOO it is coming .... REALLY soon~

2010-01-31T19:56:00.004+08:00

Wee~ finally here to post! haha xD HARRY POTTER STILL ROCKS BTW!! i am awaiting for the 7th movie. how come soooooo long de? i damn feel like watching. (: best book written and movie ever!

friday was enjoyable (: touch on our Cloves project.. like FINALLY. have been talking about it, but no one seems willing to stay back. LOL. so nvm, stayed back aft sch on fri. quite satisfied with our progress. muahaha^^ thks pearlyn for waiting? mrt-ed home with pearlyn, paul, darren, nas and samantha?
apparently, i slacked the whole day~ didnt wanna spoil my mood^^ but wad i silly thing to do, cos i left myself with tons of hmwk untouched. haha!! will learn from mistake de.

saturday-- lunched with kaijun, darren and jekwei. PEARLYN LIM la, ps me. make me feel damn uncomfortable. no choice, my mummy nv cook. next time i will eat at home le ;P I SWEAR!!
training was tiring? trained under coach RG. he said i improved on my sword. was like WOW.. sucha nice thing to hear (: he has always been sarcastic and demoralising us. xD yep, those training under HIM would know. not going to compete spear this year. cos cos.. heii, many many reasons. SORRY PEARLYN! -.-''
me and pearlyn agreed that we would train under yang jiaolian becos of some reasons. shall not say out. "xin zhi du ming"! although i am sure i will NOT reach his expectations. training under yang is a torture. always make me feel like crying. wonder how shimin, jiaenn, renping, ... survive. LOL.

trained jiti aftwards. *TIRED; WORN OFF* no stamina! feel like dying aft the running part. DAMN! i do hope our hard work would pay off. is like 台上一分钟台下十年功. JIAYOU~!!
played the bally game aft training. most enjoyable of the whole training. everyone was like aiming guan jiaolian. and like finally, we hit him!! he still OWE us 16 'hits' people!

sunday-- MONDAY TOMORROW. SIENZZ.. have to endure another 5 torturing, pathetic days><
hmm.. was chionging my hmwk. tuition aft that. sad to say, didnt see pearlyn!!! argh... nvm la. anw, my father fetching me. so once i reached the ground floor, i saw my father's car. NO NEED WAIT WORH!! how fortunate (:
hmm, and now, i am the only one at home. they went to my ahma's house le. i wanted to spend some time on hmwk, and well, COMPUTER! haha xD
ha! ziwei so funny today. the way he speaks and mix english with chi really very comical. LOL.
*he, waiting for me to help him blow a balloon.*
*me, taking my own sweet time rubbing my eyes.*
then he give me that impatient look and say, "jie jie, dun rub ur eyes. later ur eyes 红红."
i know it dont sounds funny, but his tone really makes me laugh. LOL

2010-01-28T20:49:00.003+08:00

CAN YOU SEE THE HALF-DEAD me? LOL xD
haha!! actually i am quite getting use to sch life le!! & is likw WOW~ i am kinda happy^^
aiya, hmwk more only mah--> sacrifice comp time la.
more subjects only mah --> work abit later lor. ((((:

people go emo very easily. so CHEER UP!! i think that it is quite usual la.. but must try to adapt to the new environment. come to think of it, you couldnt be emo or sad for 2 PATHETIC YEARS yeah? so try to enjoy urself ! (: no stress & hardwork = no gain. everyone is equally stress.

HA! pearlyn wanted me to write about 3H!! muahahah xD dunno wad to say. can see that we are getting a little little bit bonded le. 2 more months to go before sec 3 camp. SOOOOO looking forward! (: 3H very stress though. esp Amath and Emath.. blah blah~ just cannot get into my brain!! sciences also, geog also, SS also.. aiyo,, practically is everything la. heii, u wouldnt understand. 1 very very fine day, you will see my head BURSTING!! ok, wadever.

see, i am trying to make myself love evryday.. except for monday -.- monday blues!! LOL xD
MONDAY-- feeling so sleepy and tired. no mood to study wadsoever. *looking forward to tues!!*
TUESDAY-- actually nth much.. but got WUSHU!!
WEDNESDAY-- sucha boring day. but looking forward to wushu again ans early dismissal! (: && tonight got combi meal for the tinkat thingy (catering? something like that).
THURSDAY-- WUSHU!! dismissal early early!!
FRIDAY-- BEST SCH DAY! (: 12.35pm dismissal. loads of time to do wadever i like. somemore next day saturday!!
SATURDAY-- WUSHU AGAIN!! can wake up late. & tomorrow no sch!
SUNDAY-- wake up late. getting emo again. got tuition. getting ready for monday blues. so yeah.. thats my life. LOL

ok la, gonna end my post here. CHEER UP GUYS!! JIAYOU <3

2010-01-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

LOL xD

2010-01-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

LOL!! taken during mirabelle's bday celebration last saturday.
& raymond koko actually wrote this : a lucky man with 2 girls!! LOL xD
JOVI, ZIWEI, MIRABELLE!

OK! back to topic (:

Life in school is still like, well, th same? but quite getting use to it le.. the piles of hmwk, getting shorter everyday due to my heavy bag, etc etc. HA! i am trying hard to enjoy sch! must jyjy (: a-math and e-math are tough at times, but you can do it de SHIMIN!! dun give up ok? we can always help you!! hmmm... dun feel like elaborating. aiyo, do u find my blog quite boring now? like nth much, studies nth to elaborate wad -.-

ok la, erm, last sat, oh!! went to sch EARLY in the morn to get ready for cca carnival. quite high in the morn. had a mini performance at the sports hall. really enjoy the songs played by the symphonic band. (: really very nice!! haha, everyone was sooo ALIVE!

but as we were kind of worked out in the morn, we are all like damn tired during aftnoon training.. i keep on sleeping when we have break. Zzz.. kind tell everyone was tired. yang jiao lian was like dunno wad to do with us. cos we all like so restless. LOL.. kind of pity him.

training ended like FINALLY. went np with pearlyn & siowyun to find present for mirabelle (: bought her a minnie mouse cushion! *blink blink*

me and enzo!!

mirabelle and me!!

2010-01-15T20:17:00.007+08:00

a bunch of idiots? LOL, jkjkjkjkjkjkjk. *no offence*

heheh^^ me and accupuncture!! finally, i glam, nice, perfect picture!

tera!! the sec 3s. me, pearlyn, nasuha, shimin!

aiyo.. outdated liao~ remember the times we spent together? soooo enjoyable!

REANPING!! pearlyn!! shimin!!

our nice notice board.

my BUDDY!! aka COUSIN!!

WOW!! did u see me?!!?

take a closer look.. all our names worh!

haha!! people at work!

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

i week has just past! well, in a twinkling of an eyes. cant imagine i actually survived.. kinda regretted going to 3H. working with geniuses is too much for me.. but since i have already chosen it, then well, no choice, i will work HARD!! (: just that WOW.. seeing wad people have alr revised and wad i have not, makes me damn stress.

&& congrats to my CLEVER, GENIUS brother for getting 8 marks for hgis O-level!! is like 'WOW' !! felt soooooo happy for him.. yet on the other hand, it gives me stress.. like so shit. LOL. i shall work hard! thats wad i say, but can i really do it?

hmmm... it is only now that i learnt to treasure my sec 2 life. going home at 2.45 on mon & tues, 3.35pm on wed is such a torture. thats why i LOVE my thurs and fri that MUCH!! u wouldnt understand de la! last time everyday 1.30pm dismiss i also complain.. NOW, haha!! it is really a great thing to be dimissed at 1.55pm!! hehehe^^

well, my e math sucks currently! 3/8 for goodness sick. math tests.. realised i am damn careless in some ques, and some really dunno how do or express de. soo,, well, hope i can learn from my mistake.. && for those not in class, there will be another class quiz this coming monday! so must go revise horh! a math is tough! matrix sooo complicated. gosh -.- physics, chemistry, bio, alll i haven even go revise!!! OMG!! i am lacking behind.. wadever la... seriously dunno wad to say.

wushu getting more bored than usual. competition coming soon.. sooooo NOT looking forward.. i hope that i can drag everyday, hours, and sec. heiii, my spear like damn lousy. always spoil my mood aft training spear. so maybe i shall give up and just concentrate on my sword.. really hope to win some medals or wad, but then, with sooo many pro peoples in other sch, it is like a "FAT HOPE. YOU DREAM." kind of thing, you KNOW!?!?! only put hope on our group events. the thing is, principal wanna us to win division? erm... yeah, so i also wanna contribute.. but then heii, put all hopes on sm, pearlyn, renping, etc etc. so yeap, training hard!!

went to decorate the wushu notice board today! tera.. had loads of FUN. see the pics ok? tmr cca carnival? eh, isit? ya should be.. for the sec 1s and their parents. muahaha xD training in the aft somemore. abit sien diao~ training grp event? aft that, still need go mirabelle's house to help her celebrate her advanced bday! tsk, i am soo FAIL. haven buy her present yet leh!! tomorrow will be the day!! ;p so ok, BYE!!

ending this post with this pic!! me and pearlyn, & my cute juniors!

2010-01-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

Life is getting bored.. nth but study.. i am telling myself to enjoy studying.. hahaha xD && i am trying to. (: hope i will achieve this goal one day.. BE OPTIMISTIC!!

hmm... anw, i am still learning san zi jing, although i nv type out le. haha^^ && i finished my piles of hmwk today morn.. was happy and not soo happy. NO feeling actually? LOL. cos still got sooo many things left undone. revision, do assessments, write notes, etc etc. u think i can finish in 3 pathetic DAYS?!?!?! ... nvm, "I SOOO ENJOY STUDYING" (:

sat-- met pearlyn & kaijun to eat lunch. still owe pearlyn $2.50.. forgot return her TODAY!! @#$%@% stupid sia... -.- ok, i think we eat really fast, cos we reached sch at bout 12.15pm. training starts at 1pm. did chemistry wkbk. i found that i am so fortunate to have my bro.. he really helped me quite alot, although i am sick of going to him sometimes. no reasons actually, is my problem, not his.. i am SORT!! lol.
training so tiring? dunno why, we jog 5 rounds, & sprint 5 rounds!! like haha,, so tiring.. as u know, i haven been running for long. sooo those sprints really make your leg and butt damn sour.. ache until cannot sit, cannot stand.
pearlyn and me are the only B-girls thr. so we like xiang yi wei ming.. haha xD and i realise we have some similarities worh!! we dun like training under YANG JIAOLIAN!! and we much preferred COACH RG. although he really abit too slow la. but then still, not soo stressed up. yang jiaolian is too good for me.. i cannot take it. heart will fail de. always very nervous when it is my turn. hahaha xD

still, we survived his training together with jiaenn.

&& i have decided to train my spear and compete.. i dunno wad to say. but i am determined to train.. even though i am lousy and really CMI! cos cos... heii, it is just to accomplish the goals i set for myself last time. CANNOT GIVE UP!!

sun-- do hmwk, revising, writing notes, etc. yup, u know life is this boring. -.- tuition at 4pm. haha!! jieyi thr too! thks pearlyn for waiting for me again! always sooo happy when i see u! u must be really honoured right?!?!!? muahahah xD thks anw!

ok, so this bout it.. going to bathe now, then eat dinner, then work again!! muahaha xD good thing is, i am gonna watch ice age wheni eat. so BYE!

2010-01-08T16:30:00.002+08:00

seriously, i have lost my interest in blogging! muahahah xD no time u know?!?!? plus people aren't tagging.. sooo abit boring.

heii.. life in sch isnt getting on well. I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL!!! have to wake up early, sleep late evn when i am really tired. PLUS, the stress i got in 3H is ____. seriously nth to look forward to this year. HA! just one thing. (: EOY holidays!!! which is like #$!!@%!$% months later. LOL.
haven on the comp for very long le leh!! actually, it is just 3 days? but it seems like months!! hahaha... dunno wad to say. sch just reopen, and we are alr so busy.. wad will happen in a few months time? i will DIE!!
nth more to say..
currently, damn STRESS.. in both studies and wushu! can anyone just make me happy?
seriously, i am never happy in sch. Smile doesnt means HAPPY. so yeap, i am still waiting for a day i could really laugh heartily! heii..
my mind is all study study & study.. where is the USUAL, CAREFREE, CHEERFUL me i used to be.. heii.
HATE SEC 3 that MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
anw, wish my bro and all sec 4s last year lucks! mon is o-level release result le.. i also feel nervous for my bro.. muahahah xD

2010-01-05T20:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEARLYN!!

hope you enjoy yourself today! *smile*

However,

i seriously hate today, it's such a horrible day for ME..

2010-01-04T21:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO...

ACCUPUNTURE LIM KU YAO!!

hi, idiot! i dunwanna say anything touching to you right now. cos it is all written in your card! hehe^^ & you will only get it tomorrow!! wait long long ok? hahaha~

& yep, really enjoyed myself today.. haha!! had loads of fun. though it is the first day of sch, and i can only say it is kind of BORED, but i am still very excited in the morn!! LOL.. keep yawning in class for no good reasons. everytime i did so, my tears will come out.. Heii, monday BLUES!! sien.. sec 3 seriously wont be a really GREAT year to me? is like a cannot play play year.. GOSH! no mood to study aft the 1-2mnths of holiday!! ARGH.... ok, .. anyway, class gonna start tomorrow. & i am kindda glad we need to help out for the wushu selection. can skip lots of lesson! tera! && i suddenly realised Pearlyn really grow up le, she loves studying now.. hahaah^^ oh! anw, shimin class monitress / chairperson worh! CONGRATS!!! hahaha!

ok, ~skip skip skip~

aft sch was the best part. Alot 2Ds + some wushu peeps!! heheh^^ was like soooo messy and not organised at first. lucky everything went on fine.. -.- pearlyn keep on following me aft sch, cos i met her. finally saw Darren, and PHEW.. heard from darren he also very sien diao.. cos keep on lying to her. LOL xD but cheers for darren also.. great actor! (:

went to buy some deco stuff with wen wen, gwen, munyeeng. then went to Pearlyn's house. Rachel and Kaijun damn comical.. very fun with her sis! very sociable leh! i like i like.. can make frens very easily. blowing ballon was sooo scary -.- becos, we scared the balloon burst.. a few broke! & rachel keep screaming. we are all like so tensed up please.. esp when pearlyn and darren was about to come back.. we are like ... dunno how say la.. Finally, they came in, aft having a hard time opening that door. & POP!! we pop the poopers? LOL.. and kind of scared pearlyn, till she cried. heheeh^^ i thought touched leh actually ;p ok la, she also said she was touched aftwards! 50-50. yay!! & we are so glad she didnt suspect anything = plan succeeded!! cheers for us!

aft that just cut cakke and eat cake.. crackers, jelly, seaweeds, and played GAMES!!

BI SHOU HUA JIAO rocks! we lost for the el part, but won for chi de. really found that my chinese very jialat leh.. how they all learn de huh? can any kind souls teach me? siennn la..

ok, wadever. anw, this celebration really quite a success? haha! enjoyed. hope pearlyn also enjoy herself. muahahaha xD

anw, thks to those who came.. TEST my memory huh? erm... lets think.. really alot leh.. -.- nvm.. i dunwan to post the pics!! cos i looks like damn fat standing beside JIAENN!! tsk..

anw, i think we should really thks wen wen, shimin, kaijun & junquan for their effort? they really spend alot time to make this party a success. so yeah!!

苟不教性乃迁教之道贵以专

2010-01-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

人之初性本善性相近习相远

meaning: everyone was born the same. but what makes the difference when one grows up depends on what they were taugh.. (something like that.)

saw this in my tuition notes.. (三字经) .. & as it is explained in chi, it is very difficult to explain in el. i am gonna type out 1 sentence each day. try to improve myself. (: hehe^^

ok! back to post. erm.. yesterday?

nth much happened. went to my ahma's house in the evening. bought them chewy juniors!! yummy yummy~ was kind of bored at first, then started playing monkey with my cousins & my father.. haha!! was quite fun.. didnt know we actually played till 9.30pm!! LOL. enjoyed myself (:

today:-

OMG!! wtf.. cant imagine sch gonna reopen that soon!! i am still in holiday mood!! it feels as if there is still 1 month of holiday left.. can u imagine?? TOMORRO!!! school... WILL! ReOpEn!?!?!?! arghhhhhh.. shitty. i am not prepared-- for lessons, class tests, and exams!! ohNO!! hope i can endure this long year.. && wish that i enjoyed everyday that pass~ hope so! (: be optimistic, not pessismistic.. LOL

nth much happened either. went tuition at 4. && muahahaha~ i am sooo HAPPY to seee pearlyn waiting outside for me!! THANKS! wee~ hehehehe... hahahaha.. xD

i will make her happy and smile everyday!! not those genuine ones.. BUT real ones. but i think once she see me, she will laugh, not smile. hahaha~

look at this:

Our aim is to share the contagious nature of a smile with you, and hopefully cheer you up if that is what you need. So smile and be happy!

2010-01-01T21:28:00.003+08:00

ok, look at the mist / fog/ clouds.. wadever it is la... SO THICK!! visiblity= 30%? haha

*taken at KL hotel*
was like blowing such a HUGEEE bubble yesterday night, when suddenly shimin called..
&& the bubble gum BURST and slam onto my face.. stick onto my specs somemore -.- wash alot of times before it is removed.. LOL^^

^Pearlyn, me, shimin @ khatib,, awaiting for countdown.

i know we looks like ghost. haha!!

2010-01-01T15:41:00.006+08:00

BYE TO 2009!!

*WELCOME 2010*

not really happy nor sad about it.. LOL. wanted to update blog yesterday at night de. sort of countdown watching the tv and updating blog. haha^^ but in the end, shimin, pearlyn, paul, junquan, shawn tan, went khatib thr to countdown.. met gwendeline, lishan, munyeeng & ryan thr.. they brought a mat along worh!! quite excited yeah?! LOL.. the countdown part. haha!! before 12am was like performances lining up.. quite entertaining! HAD FUN! ^^

will post pics next time! too lazy le.

Hmmm... new year resolution:

1. ACADEMIC-- improvements to be seen?

2. WUSHU-- .... , i seriously dunno. but hope i can just do my best & make the sch proud?

3. Just stay happy!! - ALWAYS (: