COMMON TEST 1, which is also my LAST common test, is finally over.
Should i grieve over it? Obviously, NOT!
HOW COULD I EVEN MISS IT!? I CAN HARDLY BARE THAT 4 TORTURING DAYS!!
maybe i will regret someday back, cos prelims and Os would be much much worst. but for now, I shall just enjoy my 2 days of freedom! ((:

*COUGH COUGH COUGH* Sorry, have been sick for like since last sunday. How suey. Was having fever on Sunday. Lucky the fever subsided on monday and i wasnt much affected.
Sleeping at arnd 12am everyday. )): sobs, considered late to me! Remember when i was in pri sch, i would be asleep by 10pm! Sec 1 and 2, 10.30-11pm. Sec 3 arnd 11.30pm. NOW? 12AM!! wow, see. IMPROVEMENTS!

ANW, I DUN FEEL LIKE GETTING ANY PAPERS BACK. If ever thr is smth called 考试前/后 犹豫振， i think i would have diagnosed with it. I panic when tchrs haven even start giving out the papers. HEIII, when can i have confidence in myself?!?! IM ＴＲＹＩＮＧ TO AＣＨＩＥＶＥ THAT!! I need confidence!! :DD That's for sure.

Wushu competition is just a month away!! OHＭＹGOODNESS! i am not prepared. GIVEN my stamina, i think i will die due to lack of oxygen halfway through my routine. SERIOUSLY, i need to focus. Trg hard this few lessons. ＡＭ I? I hope so. Seriously hope that we can get GOLD for 集体　and well, at least top 10 for individual. <-- REASONABLE. xD HAHA. I hope to put in my best effort for this last competition. Then conc on studies aft that.
HEY! It's not easy to cope with both at the same time. Especially when both are asking so much from you. I feel 崩溃 at times! JUST FEEL LIKE DOING NTH, AND SIT THR AND CRY MY HEART OUT..

SOBS. Anw, i have alr decided. I THINK.
If i score well for o-lvl, I will go poly. Because i believe thr will be those scholarship thingy to subsidy the sch fees, and at the same time, i am working towards my dream. (actually also because I HATE STRESS!!)
If i did not do so well, I will go JC. Cos i do not want my parents to spend too much $$ on poly fees. From thr, i shall work hard towards uni.
SEE! HOW CONTRADICTING. But thats me! I hope to create my own future path, and NOT just do things blindly. I believe it is better to fail in something you enjoy doing, rather than ace-ing something you detest doing..

OH I AM SO HUNGRY NOW!